Monday Morning Aural Sex

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-03-02 (Why I Support Bernie Sanders Edition)

Emoclew one and all loveliest of lovely perverts to another Yadnom and another Yadnom Gninrom Larua Xes. Okay, no more of that stupid shit. Hi there! Welcome to the Why I Support Bernie Sanders Edition! *sigh* Okay, right from the get-go, I can already feel the hate. Beats the fuckin’ shit out of me why, though. As far as I’ve researched (and believe me, that’s no small amount), he best exemplifies my own values. What are my values, you may ask? Compassion, for one. Compassion for my fellow man, no matter how strange (for the most part). Red or blue, Republican or Democrat, I think we can all agree that pedophiles should be executed in the streets, so there’s no point in squandering compassion on them.
 
Bernie is literally the only politician I’ve ever seen in my 25 years of being politically-aware who seems to actually care about his fellow man, and though I can’t claim anywhere near as much activism as him, I care about my fellow man as well. Let’s go back further, though. Even though I grew up in a pretty lily-white suburb, one of my first best friends was a black kid. Race wasn’t even a consideration back then, and to the best of my knowledge at the time, that’s just the way the world was. Race didn’t matter. Oh my, how horrendously wrong I turned out to be, but my friendship with him was what solidified that perspective in me. Now, to see so much division being sown day after month after year, it’s just so fucking exhausting and infuriating in equal measure.
 
It’s made even worse by the knowledge that I can’t do much about it except fight it however possible wherever I find it, but it feels like an endless game of fuckin’ Whac-A-Mole. I can’t even imagine how exhausting and infuriating it is for my friends of color who experience it themselves on a day-to-day basis. So, yeah, that’s one reason in particular that I support Bernie. I’m still scratchin’ my head tryin’ to figure out why Biden won the South Carolina primary. I’m sure it was a number of things that just worked in his favor, and while I’m happy for him to some extent because it’s supposedly the first primary contest he’s won in his three attempted presidential campaigns, when I listen to him speak, I still feel like he’s not saying very much at all. Bernie spits facts & figures, and Biden kinda just drools ambiguities. I really don’t think he has much of a shot against resident Cheeto.
 
Anyway, my support for Bernie isn’t completely selfless. As I said in my 2020 video blog, I’m absolutely drowning in student debt, and will be for the next 14 fucking years unless I start making payments of $350/mo. I can’t even afford. What’s even more fun about that is that over the course of those 14 years, I’ll have doubled the principle amount of the loan in capitalized interest. Isn’t that fun? I think that’s fun. That’s fun, right? Yeah, so anyway, there’s also my lack of health insurance. No vision insurance, either. I do have dental insurance, but it’s fucking dogshit. They only pay for $1200 worth of procedures in any given year, and it’s usually like a 60/40 split favoring me, but it’s still a pretty hefty amount of fuckin’ money considering the kinds of shit I need done.
 
I know, you’re thinking, “Fuck you, guy! What, you already got life, and now you want health, too?! Who the fuck do you think you are?” Listen, I don’t think it’s partisan in any fuckin’ way to desire a healthy life; I don’t think it’s too much to want some sort of stable future. I’m pretty sure even the staunchiest of staunch right-wingers wants to have a healthy life. The biggest difference between us is who we feel deserves life at all. Me, I think most living people deserve life, with one notable exception being anyone willing to kill and/or rape others due to a horrifically distorted worldview. That’s another thing! Mental. Goddamn. Health. Care.
 
Perverts… I talked about my desire to talk to a psychotherapist on my 2020 video. Fortunately, it’s not an urgent need right now, but I’ve got to imagine that my life would have had far fewer rough fucking edges had I been financially capable of receiving psychotherapy at any point in my life. Do you have any fucking idea how many accumulated days worth of time that I’ve spent trying to untangle fuckin’ mental knots by myself? Do you have any idea how much it hurt every day feeling like I couldn’t talk to anyone because I felt like I made everyone uncomfortable and/or confused with my problems? Frankly, I got lucky in being able to emerge from so much pitch fucking blackness with my life mostly intact. Way too many people aren’t so lucky, however, and I fucking miss one of them every goddamn day. It’s been almost 9 years, and I still miss her every goddamn day.
 
Those are some other reasons that seem pretty valid to me. Maybe they’re not to you, I don’t know. I don’t think it’s right that we had to have a fundraiser for my father only a month or so before he died to try and raise money for the outstanding medical bills he incurred as a result of a pre-leukemic blood condition he got, leading to two bone marrow transplants, countless platelet infusions and a month-long stay in the hospital. I mean, my stories seem fuckin’ tame as all fuck compared to the innumerable stories others have around this country, but the pain is just as real for each of us.
 
If all that’s not enough, I’ve also been feeling tightness in my chest lately, but obviously I can’t go get anything checked due to my lack of insurance. So, if I suddenly stop releasing podcasts, ya might wanna check in with me to see if I’m dead. I don’t want to die, perverts; I just need life to get better. I need to feel like there’s something to look forward to, something fulfilling. Not just for me, but for all of us, even those with whom I disagree. Again though, criminally insane people are exceptions to that rule. But yeah, death doesn’t seem like such an unwelcome alternative to 14+ years of debt slavery.
 
Even though I’m well-aware there’s a middle ground, I don’t think it’s right that America prides itself so thoroughly on so many things, and yet also callously lets its homeless and hungry freeze and starve. It lets its students sink or swim in fucking oceans of debt. It lets its sick (sometimes) be treated only to then be driven into bankruptcy for having been treated. These are so-called radical notions of basic human decency that have far too fucking long gone ignored in favor of shameless, endless fucking greed. These things display an utterly egregious lack of empathy which make me ashamed of my country. I know, “Love it or leave it,” right? If only the early American colonists had the modern-day rhetoric we suffer from the blithering fucking troglodytes of today…
 
Anyway, I’ll spare you anymore snowflakey libtard anecdotes for now. Let me tell you a bit about what we’ve got in store for this week’s edition:
 
1. A metric fuckton of Rage Against The Machine and related side-projects. Why? Well, fuckin’ duh. I’m sure it’s a little too obvious for some of you, and I’m sure there are loads of you who’re upset with Rage themselves for the outlandish fuckin’ ticket prices we’ve been seeing for this upcoming tour. I don’t know whose fault that is, or to what degree. All I know is that I felt energized as 50 fucks in a 5 fuck bucket when I saw them co-headline the Rock The Bells show with Wu-Tang Clan on Randalls Island in NYC back in summer of ’07. The crowd was so fuckin’ amped up, I got this vision in my head of all of us marching on Washington that very night. Obviously, that’s silly as fuck and it didn’t happen, but it was still fun to imagine.
 
2. The two tracks called Rumble are a tribute to Michael Moore and his podcast also called… What the fuck do you think? Rumble! If you perverts haven’t listened to it yet, I highly recommend it. Shit, even if you have listened to it, I’ll highly recommend it. I’ll fuckin’ sneak in your house while you’re asleep and dive into your melons like fuckin’ Inception and recommend it so when you wake up, you think it was your own fuckin’ idea. How ‘bout that shit, hmm? He’s already had over 5,000,000 downloads, and he’s only 40 something episodes in. His podcast is one of the main reasons I even bother listening to podcasts other than my own. Even better, it’s not cluttered with a bunch of bullshit ads. Say and think what you want about him, I’ve always profoundly admired and respected him, even so far back as his movie, “The Big One,” from the mid-90s, so I wanted to pay tribute.
 
3. A lot of these tracks are gems that I’ve played numerous times across the lifespan of this podcast. There are a few making their debuts, but frankly, this one was pretty fuckin’ easy to compile. It’s a little over 4 hours long, and at some point, I just had to put blinders on to get the tracks I felt most deserved to be here. I definitely could have gone on and on and fuckin’ on. I know, I’m too much.
 
Aaaaand, with that… wenowyojne!
 
 
01 John Lennon - Power To The People (from The John Lennon Collection) [00:07:48]
 
02 Whyt Rbbt - Revolution (from Revolution) [00:10:54]
 
03 Chuck D & Henry Rollins - Rise Above (from Rise Above - 24 Black Flag Songs to Benefit the West Memphis Three) [00:14:37]
 
04 Rage Against The Machine - Bombtrack (from Rage Against The Machine) [00:16:45]
 
05 FEVER 333 - … (from STRENGTH IN NUMB333RS) [00:20:45]
 
06 FEVER 333 - BURN IT (from BURN IT) [00:21:37]
 
07 Knife Party - Bonfire (from Rage Valley) [00:25:24]
 
08 Rage Against The Machine - Sleep Now In The Fire (from The Battle Of Los Angeles) [00:29:49]
 
09 Prophets Of Rage - The Counteroffensive (from Prophets Of Rage) [00:33:07]
 
10 Prophets Of Rage - Unfuck The World (from Prophets Of Rage) [00:33:44]
 
11 Nothing More - Do You Really Want It (from The Stories We Tell Ourselves) [00:37:43]
 
12 The Staple Singers - For What It's Worth (from For What It's Worth) [00:41:34]
 
13 Rage Against The Machine - Guerrilla Radio (from The Battle Of Los Angeles) [00:43:55]
 
14 Link Wray & His Ray Men - Rumble (from The Link Wray Collection 1956-62) [00:47:20]
 
15 Excision - Rumble (feat. Space Laces) (from Apex) [00:49:36]
 
16 Slipknot - Gematria (The Killing Name) (from All Hope Is Gone) [00:54:00]
 
17 Rage Against The Machine - Calm Like A Bomb (from The Battle Of Los Angeles) [00:59:58]
 
18 Powerman 5000 - Assess The Mess (from Transform) [01:04:55]
 
19 Powerman 5000 - Action (from Transform) [01:05:27]
 
20 BTS - Burning Up (Fire) (from The Most Beautiful Moment in Life: Young Forever) [01:09:02]
 
21 AJR - Burn The House Down (from The Click (Deluxe Edition)) [01:12:25]
 
22 The Nightwatchman - House Gone Up In Flames (from One Man Revolution) [01:15:54]
 
23 Nothing More - Let 'em Burn (from The Stories We Tell Ourselves) [01:19:10]
 
24 Rage Against The Machine - Voice Of The Voiceless (from The Battle Of Los Angeles) [01:23:05]
 
25 Rage Against The Machine - The Ghost Of Tom Joad (from Renegades) [01:25:36]
 
26 Marvin Gaye - You're The Man (Original Mono Single Version) (from What’s Going On - 40th Anniversary (Super Deluxe)) [01:31:11]
 
27 The Code - Alert, Aware, Involved (from A-F Records Sampler) [01:36:49]
 
28 Rage Against The Machine - Street Fighting Man (from Renegades) [01:39:22]
 
29 Anti-Flag - One Trillion Dollars (from For Blood And Empire) [01:43:53]
 
30 Afu-Ra - Reign on Me (feat. Mann) (from Reign on Me) [01:46:17]
 
31 Immortal Technique - Rich Man’s World (1%) (from The Martyr) [01:49:49]
 
32 Cypress Hill - Shut ‘Em Down (feat. Tom Morello) (from Rise Up) [01:54:28]
 
33 Street Sweeper Social Club - Fight! Smash! Win! (from Street Sweeper Social Club) [01:57:49]
 
34 Excision - Fight Through The Pain (feat. Sullivan King) (from Apex) [02:01:14]
 
35 Public Enemy - Fight The Power (from Fear Of A Black Planet) [02:05:11]
 
36 The Nightwatchman - Whatever It Takes (from The Fabled City) [02:09:48]
 
37 Rage Against The Machine - Take The Power Back (from Rage Against The Machine) [02:13:52]
 
38 The Nightwatchman - The Road I Must Travel (from One Man Revolution) [02:19:25]
 
39 Rage Against The Machine - Tire Me (from Evil Empire) [02:23:07]
 
40 Revolution Harmony - We Are (feat. Serj Tankian, Ihsahn & Devin Townsend) (from We Are) [02:26:00]
 
41 1991 - The People (from The People) [02:32:34]
 
42 Sly & The Family Stone - Everyday People (from Stand!) [02:35:28]
 
43 FEVER 333 - ONE OF US (from STRENGTH IN NUMB333RS) [02:37:45]
 
44 Prophets Of Rage - Strength In Numbers (from Prophets Of Rage) [02:41:06]
 
45 The Nightwatchman - Alone Without You (from Sicko OST) [02:44:08]
 
46 Rage Against The Machine - Born As Ghosts (from The Battle Of Los Angeles) [02:47:09]
 
47 Roy Zimmerman - Superdelegate (from Thanks For The Support) [02:50:29]
 
48 Cypress Hill - Rise Up (feat. Tom Morello) (from Rise Up) [02:52:43]
 
49 One Day As A Lion - One Day As A Lion (from One Day As A Lion) [02:56:32]
 
50 Rage Against The Machine - Know Your Enemy (from Rage Against The Machine) [03:00:55]
 
51 Chali 2na, The Funk Hunters - Get Involved (feat. Defunk) (from Get Involved (feat. Defunk)) [03:05:48]
 
52 Rage Against The Machine - Wake Up (from Rage Against The Machine) [03:09:35]
 
53 Dead Kennedys - Stars And Stripes Of Corruption (from Frankenchrist) [03:15:35]
 
54 Rage Against The Machine - Township Rebellion (from Rage Against The Machine) [03:21:51]
 
55 K'NAAN - Immigrants (We Get The Job Done) (feat. Snow Tha Product, Riz MC & Residente) (from The Hamilton Mixtape) [03:27:13]
 
56 Rage Against The Machine - Freedom (from Rage Against The Machine) [03:31:55]
 
57 Manic Street Preachers - If You Tolerate This Your Children Will Be Next (from This Is My Truth Tell Me Yours) [03:38:01]
 
58 Thought Riot - Save the Humans (from A-F Records Sampler) [03:42:44]
 
59 Anti-Flag - Hate Conquers All (from Hate Conquers All) [03:45:09]
 
60 Rage Against The Machine - Bullet In The Head (from Rage Against The Machine) [03:47:55]
 
61 Scars On Broadway - They Say (from Scars On Broadway) [03:53:01]
 
62 Serj Tankian - Harakiri (from Harakiri) [03:55:46]
 
63 Slipknot - All Hope Is Gone (from All Hope Is Gone) [04:00:01]
 
64 The Nightwatchman - Save The Hammer For The Man (feat. Ben Harper) (from Union Town EP) [04:04:39]
 
65 Gary Clark Jr. - This Land (from This Land) [04:09:51]
 
66 The Nightwatchman - This Land Is Your Land (from Union Town EP) [04:15:30]
 
67 John Legend - History Has Its Eyes On You (from The Hamilton Mixtape) [04:19:07]
 
68 Prophets Of Rage - The Party's Over (from The Party’s Over) [04:22:21]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-02-24 (Lo-Fi Beats to Study, Game, Chill, Hop Hiply, Loaf, Slice Loaves and Cure Cancer To Edition)

I just came to kick ass and slice loaves, and I’m all outta loaves to slice, muthafucka. Already cured cancer, too. Not really. Someone should, though. Shit fuckin’ sucks. Anyway, hi again! Emo-fuckin’-clew to the Lo-Fi Beats to Study, Game, Chill, Hop Hiply, Loaf, Slice Loaves and Cure Cancer To Edition! So, naturally by that obnoxiously long title, you can tell we’re in for several full hours of Zimbabwean surfgrindducksteppolkacore. Yojne!
 
No, wait, don’t yojne yet. I have more shit to say. Not MUCH more as I usually do though, so calm your fuckin’ tits. 5 of these tracks are making a return from the last lo-fi edition I did back in August, but I won’t tell you which ones ‘cause I’m a fuckhead. Nah, I just want you to be curious. If that makes me a fuckhead, then a fuckhead be I. Aside from those 5, these are ALL new tracks making their debuts on this podcast. As may have been clear by the title, this isn’t strictly just a lo-fi beats playlist. We’ve also got some lounge, chillhop, jazzhop, world, and breadcore to look forward to. Not really breadcore, as only demonic butter elves are privy to that. It’s crazy. It’s actually outside the humanly audible frequency spectrum. Damn fuckin’ butter elves, man, I swear…
 
Couple things I wanna mention:
 
1. I had some fun organizing the tracks this week. Take a gander (or a goose, if you prefer to keep fuckin’ toiling under the oppressive regime of the brutal goose patriarchy or some shit) at the track list and you’ll see what I mean. Honestly, I do that as much as I can each week, although I’m downright 100% fuckin’ certain that I’m the only one who gives 4/23rds of an ostrich turd about that shit. Hah! See what I did there? I’m a humorous person.
 
2. Please, PLEASE keep your ears wide open and peeled like fuckin’ grapes for toddlers for the Shinichi Osawa track called One Us. That one is fuckin’ magical to me.
 
3. Those of you perverts who may have listened to (maybe even… yojned) my other lo-fi beats edition may have noticed a number of tracks by an artist called Berry Weight. Listen, motherfuckers… I’ve been trying repeatedly since 20-fuckin’-10 to get someone to appreciate Berry Weight like I do. Please go check them out if you like the tracks you hear on this podcast. Leames and Inqiteka are also side-projects of theirs. I think they’re fuckin’ wonderful. When I got their album, “Music for Imaginary Movies,” back in 2010, I listened to that fucker on repeat at least fuckin’ 10 times. That never happens… let me repeat that: That. Never. Happens. Seriously, I fuckin’ love their stuff, and I know someone out there besides me does too. I’ll keep tryin’ ’til that someone emerges.
 
4. The track by Prophet & Architect may be a bit of a departure from the overall theme, but I think it fit well enough, and it’s my podcast, and you should listen to it and appreciate it like I do, bitch. I’m actually friends with one of the guys behind the project. I forget if he’s the Prophet or the Architect, but it’s pretty sweet stuff, and I think you’ll dig it.
 
All that said, let us commence with the starting of the beginning of the yojne!
 
 
01 Engelwood - Good Evening (from Boardwalk Bumps 3) [00:02:34]
 
02 Oatmello - Sunday Afternoon (from Imperfections) [00:04:34]
 
03 less.people - aural sex (from respect.her) [00:06:04]
 
04 chief. - sorry (from late nights) [00:09:17]
 
05 BKNAPP - Select Screen (from SNES BEATS) [00:10:33]
 
06 Kiks - No Worries (from No Worries) [00:12:07]
 
07 Sebastian Kamae, freshgoodies - No Worries (from No Worries) [00:16:08]
 
08 B-Side - When Streets Are Empty (from When Streets Are Empty) [00:18:31]
 
09 Shinichi Osawa, RHYME - One Us (from Opus ∞) [00:21:20]
 
10 j'san - Alone by Your Side (from Alone by Your Side) [00:25:11]
 
11 Seasons' End - Listen (feat. SmooVth) (from Moments in life) [00:26:32]
 
12 Ekoh - Peace (feat. Ember) (from Peace) [00:30:16]
 
13 Berry Weight - Hollow Earth B (from Unreleased) [00:33:05]
 
14 Prophet & Architect - Synthia (from We Are) [00:36:17]
 
15 Moose Dawa - Bravo (from Reflekt) [00:41:40]
 
16 Yung Lean - Silver Arrows (from Stranger) [00:44:18]
 
17 ticofaces, Loafy Building - Down Here (from Down Here) [00:47:18]
 
18 Inqiteka - La Dance Du Paradisier (from Inqiteka) [00:48:52]
 
19 Avocuddle, Weegie, Koosen - Safety (from Safety) [00:52:54]
 
20 Nuages - Closer (from Closer) [00:55:44]
 
21 Epidemic - Universall (from Somethin’ for Tha Listeners) [01:00:46]
 
22 Clément Matrat - Lonely (from Lonely) [01:07:49]
 
23 cucu, Shiloh - I Don't Trust Nobody (from I Don't Trust Nobody) [01:09:56]
 
24 moow - Bad Mood (from I Can’t Tell You How Much It Hurts) [01:11:04]
 
25 Nujabes - Spiral (from Spiritual State) [01:12:24]
 
26 Kydd Jones - Back to the Future (feat. Croupdawg, Muneshine & Elmnt) (from Back to the Future) [01:15:55]
 
27 Inqiteka - Gwezenn Ha Telenn (from Inqiteka) [01:20:05]
 
28 Kendall Miles, Somar - Light Year Love (from Light Year Love) [01:23:47]
 
29 Alex Hine - snow (from Winter) [01:25:40]
 
30 Cold - Existence (from Existence) [01:27:39]
 
31 Cuco - Winter's Ballad (from Songs4u) [01:29:53]
 
32 j'san - cozy winter (from Chillhop Essentials Winter 2017) [01:34:29]
 
33 WYS - Snowman (from 1 Am. Study Session) [01:36:54]
 
34 Funky DL - Thief in the Night (from Life After Dennison) [01:40:05]
 
35 mt. fujitive - Waffle Break (from Winter Weibs) [01:43:19]
 
36 Leames - Sous L'Ombre Du Chene (from Dreams Under Trees) [01:44:44]
 
37 Kam Robinson, DJ Grumble - Lay Low (from MOOD SWINGS) [01:53:14]
 
38 PRGMAT - Lucid Dream (from SENTIMENT LP: THE POSTSCRIPTUM) [01:55:51]
 
39 Weedthief, Maadrhino - Float Through Forever (from Float Through Forever) [01:59:04]
 
40 Ol' Burger Beats - Set It (from Out of Sight, Out of Mind) [02:01:02]
 
41 Yellow Days - The Tree I Climb (feat. Nick Walters) (from Is Everything Okay In Your World?) [02:03:12]
 
42 Sebastian Kamae - Cerveza (from Cerveza) [02:06:46]
 
43 Syndrome - Cocktails (from Idolz) [02:09:35]
 
44 Jeru The Damaja - Me Or The Papes (from Wrath Of The Math) [02:11:13]
 
45 Walker Higgins - Pulses (from Pulses) [02:15:38]
 
46 Inqiteka - Quirishari (from Inqiteka) [02:18:03]
 
47 Nujabes - Waiting For The Clouds (feat. Substantial) (from Spiritual State) [02:22:36]
 
48 Slacker - Plswaveback (from OP-1) [02:26:23]
 
49 Jerk, Truthcity - Persistence (from Pressing On) [02:29:07]
 
50 Stan Forebee - Cargo Rhodes (from Cargo Rhodes / Deliverance) [02:33:18]
 
51 Epidemic - Past the margin (feat. Tragic Allies) (from Monochrome Skies) [02:35:44]
 
52 furino - 6 (from from the i miss you department) [02:40:23]
 
53 less.people - faceless woman (from respect.her) [02:42:14]
 
54 Epektase, Pandrezz, j'san - Quiet Nights (from Quiet Nights) [02:45:24]
 
55 SoulChef - Next to Nothing (Instrumental) (from Next to Nothing (Instrumental)) [02:47:30]
 
56 Idealism - a moment of silence (from hiraeth ep) [02:49:20]
 
57 Tenno - Memories (from Memories) [02:51:30]
 
58 Sorryvera - Only the Stars Know (from Cosmic Dreams) [02:55:00]
 
59 j'san - i feel serene (from i feel serene) [02:56:42]
 
60 twuan - SERENADE (from SERENADE) [02:57:58]
 
61 Exile - Love Line (feat. Blu) (from Radio - AM/FM) [02:59:48]
 
62 Jazzinuf - Soul Mates (from Soul Mates) [03:02:55]
 
63 j'san - her eyes (from her) [03:04:29]
 
64 j'san, Pandrezz - sunny (from sunny) [03:06:37]
 
65 fluff - /i love you_/ (from /i love you_/) [03:08:53]
 
66 Tundra Beats - I Wish We Stayed in Touch (from I Wish We Stayed in Touch) [03:10:32]
 
67 H.1 - Nothing changes: everything is different (from Nothing changes: everything is different) [03:12:20]
 
68 Kupla - I will wait for you to come home (from I will wait for you to come home) [03:15:08]
 
69 Jordan Maxwell - Waiting (feat. Shiloh) (from Waiting (feat. Shiloh)) [03:17:14]
 
70 Jobii - Thank You Come Again (from Water Lily) [03:19:42]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-02-17 (Just Make Me Feel Something Edition)

Hi! Emoclew to the Just Make Me Feel Something Edition of Monday Morning Aural Sex! Why? Well, I appreciate your listening, and I wanted to emoclew you. Truth be told, I want to emoclew you all night long, baby…
 
Anyway, hi! As my more ardent perverts may know, these ambiguously named editions are pretty much just whatever as far as genres. Genres far and fuckin’ wide across the spectrum in this. As far as the title goes, that’s basically my approach to music in general: just make me feel something. Revulsion counts, by the way. That’s why I’ve included the 645AR track called, “4 Da Trap,” because it’s the most hilariously, outlandishly ridiculous thing I’ve heard in quite a while, and it needs to be shared much like Vitas’ song, “The 7th Element.” If you haven’t heard that track, treat yourself to a listen sometime. I won’t spoil it. The dude’s actually a fantastic singer, even though that particular song is hilariously bizarre. I can’t say the same for the former, however. He’s still a new discovery, though. There might be some notable talent lurking somewhere.
 
So, to expand further on the title, and as I mentioned in a previous edition, I tend to approach music being as emotionally blank as possible. I more often let the music determine my mood than vice versa, because that enables me to be more open to new sounds, perspectives, etc. That’s one of the main reasons I’m always finding new artists and tracks, along with not wanting to tire out old favorites. To be fair… there are a lot of artists in this edition that I already knew and have played before, but it’s pretty much all entirely new tracks this week. Anyway, I also wanted to make this edition since Valentine’s Day just happened, and Valentine’s Day is about feelings ’n’ shit, sooo… yeah.
 
Another way I approach music is that when I hear a song that doesn’t particularly appeal to me, I see it as an issue with myself rather than with the music itself. I see it as a deficiency in my own understanding and/or emotional capacity. Sure, I have plenty of legitimate reasons for disliking certain things. However, there are a few genres, sub-genres, specific songs and such for which I have yet to find a taste, and it’s not necessarily the fault of those things themselves or the people who like them. I just crave something else or more than what those genres, sub-genres and/or specific songs tend to deliver. That’s why a lot of pop music (including pop country and mainstream rap) leaves me cold. I want more than that stuff typically gives me.
 
Not to say I’m so advanced or any such bullshit like that. I don’t condemn or condescend to anyone for their tastes in music; not anymore, at least. I’ve had to unlearn a lot of counterproductive and downright destructive psychosocial habits instilled in me over the years. I’ve even stopped ragging on Disturbed, because I saw a really rather socially-conscious video of theirs talking about mental illness, addiction and suicide. I realized that for whatever reason, some people really find comfort in their music. I can’t relate, but I’m not going to shit on anyone’s comfort unless it seeks to diminish or destroy others’ or my own. I’m sure there are plenty of myopic Disturbed fans out there who criticize others for their tastes, but I’m not going to sink to that level. Not anymore. Shit, even Chad Kroeger of Nickelback somehow managed to endear himself to Devin Townsend of Strapping Young Lad. Neither Disturbed nor Nickelback will likely ever be played seriously on this podcast, though. Who knows? Stranger things have happened, but I’m not holding my fuckin’ breath either.
 
I don’t know. Maybe it’s just me, but I think it’s profoundly fascinating to examine the psychology behind music and people’s tastes, especially my own. As far as I’m concerned, I think we should all appreciate (and even listen to) a vastly diverse array of music that coincides with our capacity for emotion. Obviously, nobody is happy all the time. Nobody is mad all the time. That’s why it boggles my mind that some people envelop themselves in one or two genres for so long. The human experience is indeed an emotional one, so I think we owe it to ourselves to explore and understand it as much as possible. I think it enables us to communicate with each other on far deeper levels. So much as I can tell, all music is an emotional expression of some sort. Most likely, every musician who felt compelled to disturb the equilibrium of air pressure with their music did so due to some emotion or another. Even the most minimalistic compositions have emotion. I’d say one exception to the rule would be music produced entirely by an artificial intelligence for whom the concept of emotion is foreign.
 
Another thing I think needs to be addressed, as my roommate Josh aptly reminded me, is the aspect of artist versus entertainment. Having interned at a pop music studio in Hollywood back in 2011, I gained some insight into the process (not to mention the egos) in that industry, and there are definitely some who are only in it for the money. Even that’s an emotion, however. It’s a horrendously ugly one that causes untold suffering across the world, but greed is indeed an emotion. There are a number of pop artists who have tracks with lyrical content beyond the ever-so-staggering depths of partying, fucking, falling in or out of love, etc. You know what I’m talking about. You probably know and love a few of those artists and tracks yourself. Shit, I even put a Lady Gaga track near the beginning of last week’s edition, and I remember that I considered her pretty bland when I first delved into her stuff. Finding out that she actually writes her music herself as opposed to many other pop artists was definitely a plus, but the tonality and lyrical content still left me cold. I’ve tried to re-sensitize myself to things I once considered mediocre because of that aforementioned sense of personal understanding and/or emotional capacity deficiency, and the process has gotten easier over time, but I most definitely used to be far more close-minded than I am now.
 
I remember back in 199-fuckin’-4 when I was watching Woodstock on Pay-Per-View, and I scoffed at Nine Inch Nails because - dumb little kid that I was - I thought that keyboards had no place in heavy metal. I was primarily into mainstream metal like Metallica, Megadeth, Iron Maiden and such, and I felt like anything that didn’t coincide with that sound was just worthless. Mind you, before I discovered metal, I was into stuff like Vanilla Ice, Michael Jackson, and even Jefferson Starship when I was in pre-school and kindergarten. I used to rock the fuck out to We Built This City on my way to pre-school, and I’ve never really lost my enthusiasm for that track, despite it being cheesy as fuck as it is. Fuck you, I like cheese, okay? Except on Chinese food. Chinese food seems to have very little cheese involved at all. I dunno.
 
So, having established that most pop music tends to be representative of a more superficial experience of emotion, the goal then becomes to go deeper. Go deeper into euphoria, rage, despair, etc. The problem with that is just that even far beyond pop, a lot of music just doesn’t go particularly far into those things. It’s emotional, sure, but the emotions are typically expressed in pretty mediocre ways. Yet, that’s not even a bad thing! There’s plenty of excellent music that doesn’t serve that purpose. There’s plenty of stuff that’s great for just shutting off your brain for a little while, and that stuff has merit just as much as the most objectively fulfilling compositions in existence. Because of that, I can’t logically condemn or condescend to anyone for liking pop, country, mainstream rap, salsa, etc. That, and I just don’t want to be a dick. The world’s got plenty of that shit to go the fuck around and off a goddamn cliff.
 
I say that elitism needs to fuck off forever. Your experience of music and emotion isn’t superior to anyone else’s; it’s just different. Country music fans aren’t blithering morons for liking what they like. It’d be awesome to see them dig deeper into music as a whole, but even if they never do, I’m no one to condemn or condescend to anyone, and neither are you. Shit, as someone who greatly enjoys Insane Clown Posse, I know how quick people are to judge others for their tastes. Unfortunately, a lot of that comes from the experiences with certain fans. There are shitty people everywhere, though. There are shitty fans of every genre that give others bad names, and I think that ought to be considered before rushing to any judgments. Right, like that’s going to happen. One fuckhead podcaster is going to change the world with his opinions, right? I know.
 
The biggest lament that I have is just that so many people seem to be completely content with whatever terrestrial radio stations spit out between blocks of commercials. There are entire oceans of amazing stuff out there just waiting to be explored, but many people seem content to just play in the puddles. That’s one of the reasons why I cherish communication so much. I want to communicate as effectively as possible in an effort to inspire people to live more fulfilling lives, full of discoveries that blow their fuckin’ minds, if only they could find it in themselves to be a little more curious. Even simply branching out in genres with which they’re downright nauseatingly familiar (in terms of the span of time, not the scope) can be so rewarding. I don’t know. I just know we can all do better. We can all be living more fulfilling lives, and sometimes the ways we can enhance our lives require damn near minimal effort of us. Frankly, I think it’s more taxing and generally difficult to avoid emotion than it is to feel and try to understand it. When we put in that effort, we can communicate more effectively, and communication is what makes or breaks humanity. It’s the purpose of language itself, and music too, for that matter.
 
Speaking of music, let me try to wrap this fuckin’ novel up already so we can proceed the yojnement. Couple things I want to mention:
 
1. The Cheap Trick song, “Mighty Wings,” is epic as fuck and it might melt your face off, so watch out.
 
2. AG’s song, “Terrible Thing,” is there because of the Sabrina show on Netflix. It plays during an awesome scene, and I won’t spoil it just in case that show happens to be unwatched in your list.
 
3. The John Dolmayan song, “Street Spirit,” is there because John’s the drummer for System of a Down! He’s coming out with a full length album sometime soon, but I’m pretty sure there’s only this one single for now. I hope you perverts already knew that, but I thought I’d clarify just in case.
 
4. Igorrr’s track, “Very Noise,” has an amazing music video. All their videos are amazing, frankly. I imagine most people might skip that group entirely, but I find them phenomenal. Maybe you will someday, too.
 
5. Prophets of Rage is a side-project that 3 out of 4 members of Rage Against The Machine put together with Chuck D of Public Enemy and B Real of Cyprus Hill on vocals, and they’re fucking awesome. I saw them in concert back in 2016, and what a fuckin’ show, man. If they ever come around again, definitely treat yourself to a ticket.
 
6. Lisa Miskovsky did the vocals for the theme to the video game Mirror’s Edge. That song’s called Still Alive, it’s one of my favorite video game songs of all time, and I just happened to stumble across this new collaboration of hers this week. So yeah, fuckin’ yojne that good and hard.
 
7. The Billie Eilish song is there because, well, I like it. I know that opinions fuckin’ abound about her, but I enjoyed the track when I heard it, so I included it. End of story.
 
8. Gymnopédie 1, even though I’m probably butchering the pronunciation, that’s there because it reminds me of a certain someone… Same goes for the Yestalgia song, “See You Tomorrow Sunshine.” So, ya know, hintity-fuckin’-hint-hint or whatever.
 
9. The songs, “Sway (Chainsmokers Remix),” and, “New York City (JayKode Remix),” are songs that I found through a pornographic rhythm game called Cock Hero. It truly is as thoroughly ridiculous as it sounds. Ask or Google it if you’re curious, because it’s really quite hilarious to behold. Kinda strange how the two I chose both had something to do with The Chainsmokers. Totally unintentional, and additionally, I’ve actually heard tracks that I’ve played on my podcasts in that series. Kind of amusing to have those songs reframed in such a context. Doing that sort of thing is excellent for weakening the impact of bad memories on certain songs, too. I know from experience.
 
Aaaaand with that, we now commence the holy ritual of yojneeeee…
 
 
01 Bandlez - Fun (from Rave Savers EP) [00:10:10]
 
02 Prophets Of Rage - Unfuck The World (from Prophets Of Rage) [00:13:19]
 
03 FEVER 333 - BURN IT (from BURN IT) [00:17:18]
 
04 Afu-Ra - Reign on Me (feat. Mann) (from Reign on Me) [00:21:05]
 
05 645AR - 4 Da Trap (from 4 Da Trap) [00:24:35]
 
06 Cheap Trick - Mighty Wings (from Top Gun OST) [00:26:10]
 
07 GRAVEDGR - MOVE (feat. Krischvn) (from MOVE) [00:29:56]
 
08 Oh! the Horror - Boomstick! (feat. Blaze Ya Dead Homie) (from Boomstick!) [00:32:55]
 
09 Anna Of The North - Sway (Chainsmokers Remix) (from Sway (Chainsmokers Remix)) [00:36:07]
 
10 FiNCH ASOZiAL - Rave Religion (feat. Little Big) (from Rave Religion (feat. Little Big)) [00:39:02]
 
11 Igorrr - Very Noise (from Very Noise) [00:42:00]
 
12 Trampa, MARAUDA - Ruckus (from Ruckus) [00:43:40]
 
13 SYN - Sans lendemain (from Sans lendemain) [00:46:04]
 
14 Anti-Flag - 20/20 Vision (from 20/20 Vision) [00:48:49]
 
15 Stonebank - The Government (from The Government) [00:51:15] (Yo, what the actual fuck? Track title and time code… That’s kinda bananas)
 
16 Teminite - Bring Me To Life (feat. The Arcturians) (Evanescence cover) (from Bring Me To Life) [00:55:15]
 
17 The Chainsmokers - New York City (JayKode Remix) (from https://youtu.be/PbL4IDNAGC4) [00:59:32]
 
18 Extra Terra, Retrology - Exodus (from Exodus) [01:04:26]
 
19 John Dolmayan - Street Spirit (feat. M. Shadows & Tom Morello) (from Street Spirit) [01:07:22]
 
20 Zack De La Rocha - digging for windows (from digging for windows) [01:10:52]
 
21 Onyx - Never Going Back (from Lost Treasures) [01:14:18]
 
22 AG - Terrible Thing (from Terrible Thing) [01:18:05]
 
23 Slushii - Candy Flip (from Candy Flip) [01:21:36]
 
24 Gareth Emery, NASH - Yesterday (feat. Linney) (Extended Mix) (from Yesterday) [01:24:42]
 
25 August Burns Red - Defender (from Defender) [01:29:29]
 
26 Delta Heavy - A.I. (Wheezly ReWired) (from Only in Dreams (Remixes)) [01:33:40]
 
27 Koko Taylor - Wang Dang Doodle (from The Alligator Records Years) [01:38:15]
 
28 Eptic - Propane (from Propane) [01:43:03]
 
29 Gang Starr, Redman, Method Man - Bad Name (Remix) (from Bad Name (Remix)) [01:46:18]
 
30 Incubus - Our Love (from Our Love) [01:49:53]
 
31 S3RL - You Are Mine (feat. Kayliana) (from You Are Mine) [01:52:58]
 
32 Marsheaux - Eyes Without a Face (from E-Bay Queen Is Dead) [01:56:08]
 
33 The Undisputed Truth - Smiling Faces Sometimes (from The Undisputed Truth) [02:00:50]
 
34 Mija - Digressions (with Gammer) (from Digressions (with Gammer)) [02:04:02]
 
35 Bear Grillz - Smile Without U (feat. Nevve) (from Smile Without U (feat. Nevve)) [02:07:56]
 
36 Billie Eilish - No Time To Die (from No Time To Die) [02:11:01]
 
37 Zeds Dead - Save My Grave (feat. DNMO & GG Magree) (from We Are Deadbeats (Vol. 4)) [02:14:54]
 
38 Logistics - Stay True (feat. Thomas Oliver) (from Stay True) [02:18:31]
 
39 Twiztid - 4get U (feat. Ekoh & Young Wicked) (from 4get U) [02:23:41]
 
40 Pelle Ekerstam - Det Som Hände Mig Var Du (feat. Lisa Miskovsky) (from Det Som Hände Mig Var Du) [02:28:14]
 
41 t+pazolite, P*Light - IZANA (from IZANA) [02:32:29]
 
42 The Rydas - Ima Be A Ryda (from The Rydas) [02:34:30]
 
43 Kompany, Wooli - Bussback (from Bussback) [02:41:53]
 
44 Polyrhythmics - Lord of the Fries (from Caldera) [02:45:53]
 
45 The Amity Affliction - Catatonia (from Catatonia) [02:52:01]
 
46 Special Darkness - Stock (from Occult Box (Deluxe Edition)) [02:55:32]
 
47 Vaski - Midnight Air (from Weightless, Vol. 2) [02:59:42]
 
48 Potatohead People - Returning the Flavour (feat. Trian Kayhatu) (from Do My Thing / Returning the Flavour) [03:03:10]
 
49 The Roots - Who Tells Your Story (feat. Common & Ingrid Michaelson) (from The Hamilton Mixtape) [03:06:08]
 
50 Metrik - The Arrival (feat. Jan Burton) (from The Departure) [03:10:19]
 
51 San Holo, Broods - Honest (from Honest) [03:14:47]
 
52 Taylor Torrence - If We Say Goodbye (feat. Natalie Major) (Extended Mix) (from If We Say Goodbye) [03:18:31]
 
53 Erik Satie, Thomas Lemmer - Gymnopédie 1 (from Gymnopédies) [03:24:49]
 
54 SYN - Seven (from Seven) [03:28:23]
 
55 Gost - Lights (from Fall The Stars EP) [03:31:34]
 
56 J2 - I Am Fire (feat. Eivør) (from I Am Fire (feat. Eivør)) [03:34:34]
 
57 Yestalgia - See You Tomorrow Sunshine (from See You Tomorrow Sunshine) [03:37:51]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-02-10 (My Favorite Ladies Edition Vol. 2)

What’s up, motherfuckerettes and motherfuckers?! Emo-fuckin’-clew to the second volume of the My Favorite Ladies Edition of (to the best of my knowledge) the only fuckin’ music podcast out there that keeps ya guessin’ from week to week, Monday Morning Aural Fuckin’ Sex! I felt like the second volume of this one would be appropriate considering Valentine’s Day is coming up, and while I’m obviously not skirting military orders to marry any of these particular ladies, I would still like to honor them in this ongoing, journalistic little podcast of mine. I think it’s pretty awesome anyone ever did that. Skirt military orders, I mean. Most people don’t give a fuck about podcasts at all, but it’s whatever. I’m just sayin’ it’s awesome that anyone ever felt so in love that they were willing to defy direct orders, probably deeply held vows, to marry the one they loved.
 
That’s assuming the story is historically accurate. Who even fuckin’ knows? Maybe it’s all bullshit and I’m misinformed. Still a pretty cool story though, bro. That love shit? I fucks wit it. Not so much these days, ‘cause it done been fuckin’ wit me a little too much over the past couple decades. Nah, I definitely appreciate and congratulate anyone in a monogamous, committed relationship. Mainly ‘cause I clearly have no idea how anyone does that anymore. The idea just seems like some phenomenally advanced scientific theory that will forever be out of my comprehension. I know relationships aren’t beds of roses either, fucking believe me.
 
I think it largely comes down to communication, the differences and/or the lack of, specifically. Seldom have I ever seen people willing to put in the effort to make sure they’re understood, to make sure they say what needs to be said. I imagine it’s too frightening to be that vulnerable for a lot of people. I don’t know. Maybe I’m overanalyzing monogamy itself. It seems like the longest, happiest relationships are the most simplistic. Not to say they’re boring, just more grounded, more pragmatic. I’m sure the answer lies somewhere in the grey, like so much else in life.
 
Any-fuckin’-way, I’m gonna stop rambling like a fish-banana now so we can get underway this yojne!
 
 
01 KnowSleep - ElectroDub (feat. Taylor Maiden Space) (from KnowSleep) [00:01:42]
 
02 Björk - Army of Me (feat. Skunk Anansie) (from Sucker Punch OST) [00:07:06]
 
03 Lady Gaga - Marry The Night (from Born This Way) [00:13:52]
 
04 Pigface - Mind Your Own Business (feat. Fallon Bowman) (from Easy Listening…) [00:18:16]
 
05 Lamb - What Sound (from What Sound) [00:21:31]
 
06 DJ Rap - Fuck With Your Head (from Learning Curve) [00:25:11]
 
07 Hanin Elias - Untouchable (from Future Noir) [00:31:41]
 
08 The Bastard Fairies - We’re All Going To Hell (from Memento Mori) [00:35:18]
 
09 MDFMK - Get Out Of My Head (from MDFMK) [00:38:06]
 
10 Ashley O - On A Roll (from On A Roll) [00:42:57]
 
11 Ella Fitzgerald - All Through The Night (from Ella Fitzgerald Sings The Cole Porter Songbook) [00:45:18]
 
12 worm is green - The Darkness (from glow) [00:48:32]
 
13 Alexys Forrest - The Tale of The Girl and The Monsters (from https://www.youtube.com/user/alexysforrest1) [00:53:42]
 
14 kors k - Horizon (feat. LIA) (from Ways For Liberation) [00:56:27]
 
15 Arch Enemy - Never Forgive, Never Forget (from War Eternal) [01:01:30]
 
16 Stubborn Ahole - Special (feat. Nae Joy Gizzy) (from https://www.soundcloud.com/naejoy) [01:05:08]
 
17 Lolita Storm - Suzy (Straight Version) (from Sick Slits EP) [01:09:16]
 
18 Nightwish - Sacrament Of Wilderness (from Oceanborn) [01:11:11]
 
19 Veronica Tarlitz - Simple Pleasures (from Facebook) [01:15:18]
 
20 Snake River Conspiracy - Oh Well (from Sonic Jihad) [01:18:26]
 
21 kidneythieves - Pretty (from Trickster) [01:21:59]
 
22 Alexys Forrest - Love Song (The Cure cover) (from https://www.youtube.com/user/alexysforrest1) [01:27:13]
 
23 Genitorturers - Flesh Is The Law (from Flesh Is The Law) [01:30:34]
 
24 Molly Gruesome - Deadbeat (from https://www.reverbnation.com/mollygruesome) [01:34:21]
 
25 Little Big - Hateful Love (from Funeral Rave) [01:37:56]
 
26 Stonebank - Ripped to Pieces (feat. EMEL) (from Ripped to Pieces) [01:41:15]
 
27 Night Vision - Runaway (from Runaway) [01:45:38]
 
28 Grimes - Realiti (from Art Angels) [01:49:17]
 
29 Rezz, 1788-L - H E X (from Certain Kind of Magic) [01:54:16]
 
30 Chrysta Bell - Polish Poem (from INLAND EMPIRE OST) [01:57:36]
 
31 OceanLab - Clear Blue Water (Ferry Corsten’s Remix) (from Clear Blue Water) [02:03:27]
 
32 Heilung - Fylgija Futhorck (from Lifa) [02:10:40]
 
33 The Agonist - Swan Lake, Op. 20 (from Lullabies Of The Dormant Mind) [02:23:18]
 
34 Atomica - Delorian (from Metropolitan) [02:26:08]
 
35 Stonebank, Darren Styles - Sky Is Falling (feat. EMEL) (from Sky Is Falling) [02:29:29]
 
36 Bond - Time (feat. Grant Black & Stuart Crichton) (from Remixed) [02:33:10]
 
37 Imogen Heap - Headlock (from Speak for Yourself) [02:37:29]
 
38 Veronica Tarlitz - Song For Mom (from Facebook) [02:40:58]
 
39 t.A.T.u. - Stars (from 200 KM/H In The Wrong Lane) [02:45:27]
 
40 Echostream - Just Kill Me (from Identity) [02:49:29]
 
41 NAVVI - Sol (from Omni) [02:54:11]
 
42 Sarah Brightman - Beautiful (from Harem) [02:57:33]
 
43 Furkan & Jelbrim - Where You Go (feat. LÏDYA & Alex Ammons) (from Where You Go) [03:02:05]
 
44 The Captains Intangible - Any Other Way (from George A. Romero’s Diary Of The Dead OST) [03:05:09]
 
45 Ferry Corsten - Piece Of You (feat. HALIENE) (from Blueprint) [03:09:15]
 
46 Billie Holiday - I’ll Be Seeing You (from The Complete Commodore Recordings - Disc 1: 1944) [03:13:39]
 
47 Excision - Die For You (feat. Akylla) (from Apex) [03:17:07]
 
48 Max Richter - This Bitter Earth / On The Nature Of Daylight (feat. Dinah Washington) (from Shutter Island OST) [03:21:01]
 
49 Akira Yamaoka - Waiting For You (feat. Mary Elizabeth McGlynn) (Live at Heaven’s Night) (from Silent Hill 4: The Room OST (Disc 1)) [03:27:10]
 
50 Akira Yamaoka - Acceptance (feat. Mary Elizabeth McGlynn) (from Silent Hill: Shattered Memories OST) [03:33:25]
 
51 Cœur de Pirate - Off to Sleep (from Child of Light OST) [03:37:19]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-02-03 (Don't Funk With My Soul Edition)

Good fuckin’ morning, perverted perverts of Pervertistan! Emo-fuckin’-clew to another installment of your and my favorite podcast, Monday Morning Aural Sex! This week is a brand new type of edition which I’ve oh-so-fucking-cleverly dubbed, “Don’t Funk With My Soul…” Can ya fuckin’ guess what kind of music we’ll be hearing? Hmm?! Can ya?!?!
 
That’s right, experimental, avant-garde, post-country-polka-step-wave-core from Zimbabwe! Funk and soul, definitely, but keep your fuckin’ peeled ears peeled for that whether it happens or not, because wow. That’d be fuckin’ amazing if anything ever existed that could be described thusly.
 
Anyway, I’m sure a number of these tracks could be considered, “typical white guy,” tracks, but fuck you. I wanted to throw in some classics for this inaugural new type of edition, so there they are. I’ve got lots of classic funk and soul mixed in with more modern stuff, and I’ve got quite a number of Beatles covers in here too. It’s actually kind of crazy how many funk and/or soul versions of Beatles songs I found.
 
In case you might be wondering why I’m making this type of edition, well first of all, that’s racist. Second, I actually listen to funk and soul all the fucking time. Literally, almost every rideshare passenger I get, I put on Ray Charles artist radio on Spotify. It’s actually been the most complimented stuff I’ve ever played during my rides, so I’ve stuck with it for at least a year now. Considering how often I’ve heard a few of these jams, you would think I’d be sick to death of them by now and wouldn’t ever want to do a podcast around these genres, but you’d obviously be fuckin’ wrong about that shit. Wouldn’t you?
 
It’s pretty astonishing how much staying power these artists have. I think part of it is simply because I don’t play the music loud during my rides, so it doesn’t stick in my head as prominently as it would otherwise. Also, I’m sure some of these tracks seem outside of the funk & soul genres and more like R&B, but it’s all related. It’s got a rich history, and any of you more ardent music history buff perverts might enjoy delving into it if you can spare a fuck or a shit.
 
Any-fuckin’-way, let us yojne before our nipples escape and form an alliance against us and make us their slaves to keep on display in intergalactic zoos for no pay. That’s not the American way! They wouldn’t let us eat hay, or lay by the bay, or make things out of clay, it just may…
 
…betimetoyojne!
 
 
01 James Brown, Fred Wesley, The J.B.'s - People Get Up And Drive Your Funky Soul - Remix (from Motherlode) [00:01:52]
 
02 Ray Charles - A Bit of Soul - Remaster (from The Genius!) [00:10:48]
 
03 Earth, Wind & Fire - Let's Groove (from Raise!) [00:13:03]
 
04 KIRBY - We Don't Funk (from We Don’t Funk) [00:18:38]
 
05 Peeping Tom - Mojo (feat. Rahzel & Dan the Automator) (from Peeping Tom) [00:20:36]
 
06 Parliament - Give Up The Funk (Tear The Roof Off The Sucker) (from Mothership Connection) [00:24:13]
 
07 Childish Gambino - This Is America (from This Is America) [00:29:54]
 
08 Sly & The Family Stone - Don't Call Me Nigger, Whitey (from The Essential Sly & The Family Stone) [00:33:36]
 
09 Bill Withers - Let It Be (Beatles cover) (from Just As I Am) [00:39:33]
 
10 Ray Charles - Let the Good Times Roll (from The Genius Of Ray Charles) [00:42:02]
 
11 Curtis Mayfield - (Don't Worry) If There Is a Hell Below, We're All Going to Go (from Curtis (Expanded Edition)) [00:44:50]
 
12 Ray Charles - Mess Around (from Ray’s Blues) [00:52:33]
 
13 Al Green - I’m a Ram (from Gets Next to You) [00:55:10]
 
14 Berhana - Grey Luh (from Grey Luh) [00:58:49]
 
15 Labi Siffre - I Got The... - 2006 Remaster (from Remember My Song) [01:03:07]
 
16 Freddie Scott - (You) Got What I Need (from Celeste & Jesse Forever OST) [01:09:34]
 
17 The Time - Jungle Love (from Ice Cream Castle) [01:12:27]
 
18 Otis Redding - Love Man (from Love Man) [01:17:50]
 
19 James Brown - Get Up I Feel Like Being Like A Sex Machine - Pts. 1 & 2 (from 70’s Funk Classics) [01:20:03]
 
20 Lovage - Book of the Month (from Lovage: Music to Make Love to Your Old Lady By) [01:25:16]
 
21 Sam Cooke - It's All Right (from The Man Who Invented Soul) [01:29:40]
 
22 Sly & The Family Stone - I Want To Take You Higher (from Stand!) [01:32:17]
 
23 Curtis Mayfield - Move On Up - Extended Version (from Curtis (Expanded Edition)) [01:37:35]
 
24 Bobby Womack - Across 110th Street (from Midnight Mover: The Bobby Womack Collection) [01:46:22]
 
25 Junior Parker - Taxman (Beatles cover) (from Funny How Time Slips Away) [01:50:06]
 
26 Stevie Wonder - Evil (from Music Of My Mind) [01:53:44]
 
27 Curtis Mayfield - Freddie's Dead (from Superfly) [01:57:14]
 
28 Otis Redding - Day Tripper (Beatles cover) (from Complete & Unbelievable: The Otis Redding Dictionary of Soul) [02:02:34]
 
29 Roy Ayers - Funk in the Hole (from Virgin Ubiquity II) [02:05:13]
 
30 Tank and The Bangas - Ants (from Ants) [02:10:45]
 
31 Curtis Mayfield - Pusherman (from Superfly: Deluxe 25th Anniversary Edition) [02:15:42]
 
32 Wilson Pickett - Hey Jude (Beatles cover) (from Hey Jude) [02:20:37]
 
33 Little Richard - I Saw Her Standing There (Beatles cover) (from The Rill Thing) [02:24:37]
 
34 Ray Charles - Tell All the World About You (from What’d I Say) [02:28:00]
 
35 Al Green - I Want to Hold Your Hand (Beatles cover) (from Love Ritual) [02:29:58]
 
36 Sam Cooke - You Send Me (from The Man Who Invented Soul) [02:32:12]
 
37 James Brown - Something (Beatles cover) (from The Singles Vol. 8: 1972-1973) [02:34:52]
 
38 WATCH THE DUCK - There You Are (from There You Are) [02:38:20]
 
39 Luke James - all of your love (from all of your love) [02:42:03]
 
40 Nina Simone - Here Comes the Sun (Remastered) (Beatles cover) (from Here Comes The Sun) [02:45:39]
 
41 Bobby Hebb - Sunny (from Sunny) [02:49:07]
 
42 The Temptations - I Wish It Would Rain (from Motown: The Complete No. 1’s) [02:51:46]
 
43 Bill Withers - City of the Angels (from Naked & Warm) [02:54:28]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-01-27 (Vantablack & Neon Edition Vol. 2 feat. Vega Sanchez)

The blackness shall consume us alllllll!!!! We’re all dewmed!!! Emoclew perverts new and old, unicorn and banana puddle folk, to Volume 2 of the Vantablack & Neon Edition (feat. Vega Sanchez)! What the purple cockadoodle is a “Vega Sanchez,” you may ask? What the holiest of holy fucking fucks is Vantablack & Neon about?! Glad you fuckin’ asked! Vega has been a dear friend of mine for… fuck, a really fuckin’ long time. Unfortunately, the details regarding when & how we met have shuffled their way off the top of my head, but I know it’s been over a decade now. He’s the only person I’ve ever known to ask me for a copy of my music collection, and actually put the wheels in motion to get it.
 
In case you’re a new listener here, I have over 2.5 TB of music, and that’s actually not even that much anymore. One of my Lyft passengers had, like, 8 or something. I slowed down on my music acquisition quite significantly between 2007 and 2018ish due to myriad horrendous circumstances, but yeah, he’s the only one with a copy of most of it. To be frank, I applaud curiosity like that, and I’m far more willing to do that for others than most people might realize. It requires minimal effort, after all. Not that my library is so much better than anyone else’s or any shit like that, it’s just really fuckin’ expansive, and you’re likely to find some really cool shit in there no matter what kind of stuff you listen to.
 
Anyway, back to Vega. If you had to conjure up an image of him, I would say to imagine a goth philosophy professor with excellently discerning taste in music, movies, media in general, and you’d pretty much have him down. Mind you, goth as in adorned in all black, not donned in full makeup and Hot Topic-style regalia. I could tell you I went through that, “phase,” and that I don’t dress that way anymore, but I’d only be telling half the story. I just don’t care to put that kind of effort into my appearance right now with the exception of concerts for a variety of personal reasons, but I’ve never lost my taste for the aesthetic. I have kinda lost my taste for the subculture, but it’s mostly just bad memories that I’ll get over eventually. I do respect those who still rock the style into their 30s, 40s and beyond. They’re certainly a rare breed.
 
Anyway, yeah, that’s Vega. A living manifestation of darkness itself. As far as the podcast goes, this is a juxtaposition of synthwave, 80s style stuff next to goth/industrial rock & metal. Random facts: synthwave is (or may) also be called retrowave and/or Outrun (because of the style of music on the game). If someone knows of a clear distinction between those three that I’m overlooking, please inform me! I like being informed. Information is good. Yum. I am a hoo-man.
 
More random facts: within the broader genres of goth/industrial, there exists a harder style with similar tonality called EBM, or Electro-Body Music, as I’ve heard it called. I’ve included a few examples I felt would represent the theme of Vantablack especially well. I have no doubt there are better tracks from their catalogues that I could have picked, but I picked these, so fucking deal. Hope you yojne them. The Neon tracks are mostly groups I only recently discovered. I tried including as many newish tracks as I could. Incidentally, this whole edition is damn near 5 hours long again. What can I fuckin’ say? I’m too much, and I happen to like this theme a lot.
 
So, you’ll notice a few tracks off of Nine Inch Nails’ classic masterpiece, The Downward Spiral. I chose March of the Pigs because that was the track that introduced them to me, and Heresy because that’s one great example - amongst numerous others - of how fuckin’ awesome deep tracks can get when you venture beyond the singles. That one was used right at the beginning of Gregg Araki’s Doom Generation movie, actually. That whole soundtrack is pretty sweet, and the guys from Skinny Puppy get in a fight with the protagonist, so that’s always fun.
 
Also, I’m sure some of these tracks struggle to squeeze into the genre classifications for this theme, but I suppose you’re gonna just have to put on your big people pants and listen anyway. Maybe you’ll expand your horizons a bit. Also also, you’ll notice a few other random classic goth & industrial 80s & 90s jams on the tracklist. Nosferatu’s, “Farewell My Little Earth,” Orgy’s, “Dissention,” :Wumpscut:’s, “Black Death - French Concept,” and Marilyn Manson’s, “The Reflecting God,” specifically, but there are a number of others as well. Those are little nods to my teenhood. Nosferatu was one of the first goth bands that appealed to me, and I first heard that track from a Hot Topic compilation called Songs to Wake the Dead. Of course, right? Why wouldn’t it be called something like that? But yeah, I can’t speak for Vega’s classic track picks and why he chose them. I can’t really speak for him at all because he’s darkness incarnate.
 
Hmm? Ummm… Vega?
 
What are you doing with that knife, man?
 
…
 
Yojne, motherfuckers.
 
 
01 Bauhaus - Dark Entries (from In The Flat Field) [00:03:47]
 
02 Perturbator - I Am the Night (from I Am the Night) [00:07:34]
 
03 Poppy - Metal (from Metal) [00:13:47]
 
04 :Wumpscut: - Black Death - French Concept (from Dried Blood Of Gomorrha) [00:17:12]
 
05 The Birthday Massacre - Under the Stairs (from Imagica) [00:22:59]
 
06 Von Kaiser - Blood Moon (from Landline) [00:26:49]
 
07 Cults - Being It (from Being It) [00:32:12]
 
08 Combichrist - Fuck That Shit (from What the F^^k is Wrong With You People?) [00:36:39]
 
09 Skinny Puppy - Goneja (from The Greater Wrong of the Right) [00:42:16]
 
10 admo - Paths Unknown (from Paths Unknown) [00:47:37]
 
11 Trent Reznor, Atticus Ross - Technically, Missing (from Gone Girl OST) [00:50:45]
 
12 Nine Inch Nails - Heresy (from The Downward Spiral) [00:57:27]
 
13 Donbor - Grey Sky (from Magnatron 2.0) [01:01:20]
 
14 Vangelis - Tears In Rain (from Blade Runner OST) [01:05:28]
 
15 Covenant - Like Tears In Rain (from United States Of Mind) [01:08:23]
 
16 Rose McGowan - RM486 (from RM486) [01:14:09]
 
17 Tennis - Diamond Rings (from We Can Die Happy) [01:19:47]
 
18 barnacle boi - Gossip (from 777) [01:22:31]
 
19 Clan of Xymox - A Day (from Clan of Xymox) [01:26:04]
 
20 Mushroomhead - Never Let It Go (from Superbuick) [01:32:40]
 
21 Desire - Under Your Spell (from Desire) [01:37:19]
 
22 Berlin - Sex (I’m A…) - Rerecorded (from Transcendance) [01:42:10]
 
23 Siouxsie and the Banshees - Party’s Fall (from Tinderbox) [01:46:27]
 
24 Nosferatu - Farewell My Little Earth (from The Prophecy) [01:51:15]
 
25 Tokyo Rose - Cruis’n (from Chases) [01:57:38]
 
26 Trent Reznor, Atticus Ross - I’LL WAIT (from Watchmen: Volume 1 (Music from the HBO Series)) [02:00:25]
 
27 Nine Inch Nails - March Of The Pigs (from The Downward Spiral) [02:03:50]
 
28 Bauhaus - Double Dare (from In The Flat Field) [02:06:37]
 
29 Maxthor - Heroes Walk Alone (from Another World) [02:11:29]
 
30 John 5, Griffin Boice - Three Sisters (from The Lords of Salem OST) [02:16:36]
 
31 Psyclon Nine - Remains of Eden - Version : Die Sektor (from [Disorder : The Shadow Sessions]) [02:18:38]
 
32 Arca - Reverie (from Arca) [02:23:54]
 
33 Carpenter Brut - Hush Sally, Hush! (from Hush Sally, Hush!) [02:26:58]
 
34 SQÜRL - Funnel of Love (feat. Madeline Follin) (from Only Lovers Left Alive OST) [02:32:57]
 
35 Switchblade Symphony - Dissolve (from Serpentine Gallery) [02:36:33]
 
36 Type O Negative - Love You To Death (from October Rust) [02:41:03]
 
37 Misanthropix - Bionic Within (from Bionic Within) [02:48:12]
 
38 Hans Zimmer, Benjamin Wallfisch - Sea Wall (from Blade Runner 2049 OST) [02:51:50]
 
39 Lindemann - Ich weiß es nicht (from Ich weiß es nicht) [03:01:25]
 
40 Her’s - Dorothy (from Songs of Her’s) [03:06:06]
 
41 Von Kaiser - Night Driver (from Landline) [03:10:07]
 
42 Kayjez - Bad Intentions (from Kayjez) [03:13:55]
 
43 Trent Reznor, Atticus Ross - HOW THE WEST WAS REALLY WON (from Watchmen: Volume 1 (Music from the HBO Series)) [03:17:27]
 
44 Marilyn Manson - The Reflecting God (from Antichrist Superstar) [03:21:11]
 
45 Neon Nox - Nightrider (from Syndicate Shadow) [03:26:47]
 
46 Volkor X, Dimi Kaye - Beacon (from Beacon) [03:31:48]
 
47 Siouxsie and the Banshees - Softly (from Superstition (Expanded Edition)) [03:38:14]
 
48 Bella Morte - Doubt (from Where Shadows Lie) [03:44:05]
 
49 The Chameleons - Don’t Fall (from Script of the Bridge (Remastered)) [03:49:12]
 
50 God Module - Round and Round (Ratt cover) (from Does This Stuff Freak You Out?) [03:53:11]
 
51 Teargas & Plateglass - Book of Black Valentines (from Black Triage (Bonus Track Version)) [03:57:56]
 
52 Orgy - Dissention (from Candyass) [04:02:33]
 
53 The Velvet Underground, Nico - Venus In Furs (from The Velvet Underground & Nico 45th Anniversary) [04:06:01]
 
54 Switchblade Symphony - Naked Birthday (from The Three Calamities) [04:11:06]
 
55 Roly Porter - 4101 (from Third Law) [04:15:12]
 
56 Alex, Tokyo Rose - Delete Soul (from Akuma) [04:23:07]
 
57 Lestat - ? (from Vision of Sorrows) [04:25:59]
 
58 Home - Tides (from Odyssey) [04:30:58]
 
59 VHS Dreams - The Long Way Home (from Lost World) [04:34:49]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-01-20 (Through Niflheim to Valhalla Edition Vol. 2)

To Valhalla, perverts! Emo-fuckin’-clew to Volume 2 of the Through Niflheim to Valhalla Edition of Monday Morning Aural Fuckin’ Sex! As if you couldn’t guess by the name and/or cover art I posted for this shit, we’re goin’ deep into nordic folk and viking metal in this one. One of the groups describes themselves as “amplified history…” That group, dearest perverts, is the mighty Heilung, and one of the main reasons I made this edition is to hype myself the fuck up for the show on the 24th. I will most assuredly be taking pics and videos galore, even though I honestly would rather just experience the show, I’m almost certain that the temptation will be fuckin’ overwhelming to capture some of it at least.
 
So, to any nordic folk & viking metal purists who somehow may have stumbled across my little podcast here, calm your fuckin’ tits right now as you casually glide your fuckin’ eyeballs across the tracklisting. I’m pretty sure a few of these groups aren’t Nordic at all, but they fit the general theme of this edition, so I fuckin’ included them. The Abraxis song right near the beginning? That was put there again after Heilung’s phenomenal fuckin’ anthem, “In Maidjan,” to illustrate similarities between the tribal music of our earliest ancestors and the EDM many people listen to today. Many will tell you also that EDM still has a very tribal feel in the crowds, at least in certain subgenres anyway. It’s all subjective, so what-the-fuck-ever.
 
Anyway, I did my best to construct a sort of narrative here with the tracklist. I often do that, frankly. I hope someone notices and appreciates it at some point, but it’s enough for me alone if it goes unnoticed forever. Keep in mind too that I’m 31 fuckin’ flavors of exhausted right now. Yes, I’m the Baskin fuckin’ Robbins of exhaustion, and I’m surprised I’m even typing semi-coherently at this point, but this podcast is important to me. It’s a self-discipline thing, and it definitely helps me keep my life somewhat in order. So, no matter how much I procrastinate, or how busy I am, or how poorly I plan this shit out before I’m sitting here assembling it all, I drag myself through to the end. The fucked up thing is that from the time I finish writing, recording and editing this intro, there’s still another hour and a half to two hours worth of stuff to do.
 
That said, let us all, and by that I mean me, myself, and your cousin George, stoppeth yammeringith soeth weath caneth yojneth!
 
 
01 Heilung - Opening Ceremony (from Lifa) [00:01:45]
 
02 Heilung - In Maidjan (from Lifa) [00:02:36]
 
03 Abraxis - Old Gods (from Old Gods) [00:14:55]
 
04 ЛЕДЪ - ЛЕДЪ (Ice) (from Неведомо​,​не страшно (Mysterious Not terrible)) [00:20:41]
 
05 Eivør - Salt (from Slør) [00:23:12]
 
06 Equilibrium - Rise Again (from Armageddon) [00:27:34]
 
07 Heiling - Alfadhirhaiti (from Lifa) [00:31:21]
 
08 Żywiołak - Bagienna Królowa (from Pieśni Pół/nocy) [00:37:59]
 
09 Arnica - Dioses Ocultos (from Cabeza de Lobo) [00:40:55]
 
10 Heilung - Galgaldr (from Futha) [00:45:40]
 
11 Percival Schuttenbach, Marcin Przybyłowicz - ...Steel For Humans (from The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt OST) [00:55:58]
 
12 Týr - Konning Hans (from The Lay of Thrym) [00:57:22]
 
13 Cuélebre - En La Niebla (from Anaman) [01:01:37]
 
14 Fenrir - Morrigane’s Fury (from Echoes of the Wolf) [01:06:02]
 
15 Eliwagar - Urdarbrunn (from I Vølven's Vev) [01:11:04]
 
16 Heilung - Norupo (from Futha) [01:13:29]
 
17 The HU - Wolf Totem (from Wolf Totem) [01:17:39]
 
18 Einar Selvik, Hilda Örvarsdóttir - Snake Pit Poetry (from Snake Pit Poetry) [01:23:01]
 
19 Finntroll - Jaktens Tid (from Jaktens Tid) [01:29:58]
 
20 Ursprung, Nytt Land - I nyväckt Midgård (from URMINNEN) [01:33:30]
 
21 Drusana - Spiralis Amsteras (from Kaytos Kom) [01:37:49]
 
22 Heilung - Elivagar (from Futha) [01:42:39]
 
23 RÁN, Gaahl - Blodbylgje (from Blodbylgje) [01:51:10]
 
24 Mark Korven - Witch's Coven (from The Witch OST) [02:06:10]
 
25 Heilung - Svanrand (from Futha) [02:08:21]
 
26 Shireen - Umai (from Matriarch) [02:11:48]
 
27 Myrkur - Två Konungabarn (Single) (from Två Konungabarn) [02:18:02]
 
28 SKÁLD - Ec Man Iötna (from Vikings Chant) [02:21:31]
 
29 Heilung - Fylgija Ear (from Ofnir) [02:23:24]
 
30 Unleash The Archers - Northwest Passage (from Northwest Passage) [02:31:58]
 
31 Wardruna - Odal (from Odal) [02:36:25]
 
32 Valravn - Farin Uttan At Verđa Vekk (from Koder på snor) [02:41:47]
 
33 Rúnahild - Heimferd (from Heimferd) [02:48:56]
 
34 Uinuos - Aamunkoitto (from Walakiat) [02:54:30]
 
35 Heilung - Afhomon (from Ofnir) [02:57:35]
 
36 Equilibrium - Renegades - A Lost Generation (from Renegades) [03:11:13]
 
37 Týr - Valkyrja (from Valkyrja) [03:15:39]
 
38 Osi And The Jupiter - Fylgja II (To Tread the Path of Fire) (from Nordlige Rúnaskog (Deluxe Version)) [03:22:52]
 
39 Heilung - Hamrer Hippyer (from Futha) [03:28:07]
 
40 Brothers of Metal - Yggdrasil (from Yggdrasil) [03:41:57]
 
41 SKÁLD - Ó Valhalla (from Ó Valhalla) [03:46:26]
 
42 Korpiklaani - Ievan Polkka (from Manala) [03:49:55]
 
43 Karkaos - Bound by Stars (from Children of the Void) [03:53:01]
 
44 Danheim - Call to the Gods (Outro) (from Munarvagr) [03:59:45]
 
45 David García Díaz, Andy LaPlegua - Dillion (from Hellblade: Senua’s Sacrifice OST) [04:00:51]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-01-13 (All-Star Series: Nostalghia Edition)

Gorgeous perverts! Emo-fuckin’-clew to another installment of the All-Star Series: the Nostalghia Edition! Yes, this is another one centered on a female artist, because my All-Star Series podcasts up until late 2019 was all male. Totally unintentional, and frankly I’m fuckin’ ashamed of it, but I’m making up for it now, goddamn it!
 
Okay, so who is Nostalghia? Fuck, if you haven’t heard me yammer the fuck on about her on this podcast yet, I don’t know under which rock you’ve been living. I’ve played her songs countless times since I began this podcast back in 2012, but up until 2019, there wasn’t really enough material to make up a full edition. At least, not a full edition as I define it, which is somewhere over 2½-3 hours. Sorry if that’s too fuckin’ long for you, but you’d be surprised how quickly that time flies when you’re focused on something other than the goddamn clock.
 
Anyway, I digress yet again. Let me just read to you from her bio on her website, because I think it does her far better justice than even I ever could:
 
NOSTALGHIA’S MUSIC IS BEST DESCRIBED IN PALATE FORM; A VULNERABLE OUTPOUR OF ELEMENTAL EMOTIONAL LANDSCAPE MARRIED TO ITS CINEMA OF SOUND, BIRTHING WHAT IS NOW COINED BY FANS AS, “MUSIC FOR THE IMPASSIONED CREATURE.”
JUST SIX YEARS AGO, CALIFORNIA-IRANIAN NATIVE, NOSTALGHIA, FOUND HERSELF HOMELESS IN NORTH SAN FERNANDO VALLEY. AFTER BREAKING INTO A DINGY PIANO ROOM TO SLEEP FOR THE NIGHT, HER LIFE WOULD CHANGE FOREVER.  AT THAT TIME, THE UNTRAINED SIREN DIDN'T EVEN KNOW SHE COULD SING OR PLAY.  BUT, THAT PIANO, IN THAT ROOM, IN THAT TIME, WOULD TEACH HER EVERYTHING SHE WOULD NEED TO KNOW.  SOON AFTER, SHE MET COLLABORATOR ROY GNAN AND IN 2015, RELEASED THEIR FIRST INDEPENDENT ALBUM, CHRYSALIS. RECEIVING PRAISE FOR ITS INNOVATIVELY UNIQUE SYNTHESIS OF PRIMAL POP AND THE AVANT-GARDE, NOSTALGHIA WAS GIVEN ACCOLADE AS A STRONG FORCE ON THE RISE.
THIS LEAD TO NOSTALGHIA APPEARING IN AND WRITING FOR HIT FILMS AND TELEVISION SHOWS INCLUDING JOHN WICK, JOHN WICK CHAPTER 2, HOW TO GET AWAY WITH MURDER, THE FOLLOWING, THE NBA FINALS, AND SALEM.  SHE HAS TOURED WITH 30 SECONDS TO MARS, TV ON THE RADIO, AFI, CHINO MORENO'S CROSSES, AND SERJ TANKIEN, AMONG OTHERS.  NOSTALGHIA HAS PERFORMED AT MANY MUSIC FESTIVALS INCLUDING AUSTIN CITY LIMITS, SOUND WAVE, RIOT FEST, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, SUNSET STRIP MUSIC FESTIVAL, OTTAWA BLUES FEST, PEMBERTON MUSIC FESTIVAL, AND HUDSON PROJECT.
NOSTALGHIA'S LIVE SHOW IS BEST DESCRIBED AS, NAKED BENEATH LIGHTS. SHE TRANSPORTS THE AUDIENCE INTO A CATHARTIC DIMENSION, RIDING THE UNIVERSAL WAVES OF FEELING, INTENSITY, AND PASSION; A JOURNEY AND MOVEMENT INTO THE UNKNOWN, A SPIRITUAL TRANSCENDENCE, AND A PLACE WHERE ALL WALKS OF LIFE CAN CONNECT TO THE GLOBAL UNDERSTANDING OF LOVE, PAIN, STRUGGLE, AND TRIUMPH. AS ONE JOURNALIST PUT IT,  "NOSTALGHIA HAS A TRULY AUTHENTIC VULNERABILITY THAT IS MOST RARE.  I LITERALLY FOUND MYSELF WEEPING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE VENUE."
IN OCTOBER OF 2018, NOSTALGHIA IS SET TO RELEASE HER NEW FULL LENGTH RECORD, IMAGO, THE NEXT STEP IN THE EVOLUTION OF THEIR DEBUT ALBUM CHRYSALIS. NAKED, VULNERABLE, AND UNVEILED NOW, SHE EMBARKS THROUGH WOMANHOOD ON THE JOURNEY OF IMAGO, A SOUND WHICH COULD DRAW COMPARISONS FROM A DIVERSE AND ECLECTIC GROUP OF ARTISTS INCLUDING AGNES OBEL, FIONA APPLE, BILLIE HOLIDAY, AND BJORK. THE FIRST SINGLE OFF OF IMAGO, LITTLE WHITE MOMENT, BRIDGES THE METAMORPHOSIS OF THE ARTIST BREAKING FREE FROM HER SILK COCOON TO THE UNVEILED YOUNG WOMAN IN HER PRESENT STATE OF EVOLUTION.
WHEN ASKED THE DAUNTING QUESTION, "SO WHAT DO YOU HOPE TO ACHIEVE?"
NOSTALGHIA RESPONDS WITH A SMIRK AND A WINK, "ONLY A LIFETIME OF CELEBRATED TRANSFORMATIONS."
 
Pretty fuckin’ awesome, right? Check out her Spotify bio:
 
“Handwritten love letters. A long conversation with a stranger on the subway. Strolling down the Boulevard gazing up at the autumn leaves. Getting lost. Happy accidents. This is a forgotten time… a forgotten place. The romance of tangible, human contact, the sentimental notion of not being tied to your phone, to your social media feed, to your avatar. Have we all forgotten how to be human? Have we forgotten the notion of Romance? Or is #romance just another hashtag, another Wikipedia entry, another google search, another Tinder swipe? Nostalghia says it best: ‘I am bringing romance back into the tangible world. I want the world to fall in love with what it truly means to be human.’”
 
Fucking wonderful, in my opinion. I hope you agree. Nostalghia is an artist I would recommend to fans of Fiona Apple, Björk, Tori Amos and the like. Pretty much any particularly soulful female artist, ‘cause she could stand confidently next to any of them even though she’s a relatively newer artist compared to those mentioned. Speaking of which, because she’s relatively new, she deserves our fuckin’ support! Don’t just listen to this edition and hope she tours around your town sometime soon. Go to her webstore and buy some stuff. It’s all very reasonably priced, especially the stuff that’s autographed. Her brand Gorgeous Creature, which is named after one of the songs on Imagō (or vice versa), includes hand-crafted altar pieces, sacred stone jewelry, skincare products, therapeutic oils, all sorts of stuff. I think you might even be able to book what’s known as a metamorphic ritual consultation with her, too. I read about that somewhere on one of her social media outlets a little while ago and I’ve actually considered doing it, hardened skeptic though I am.
 
What else can I say about this lady? Well, the first time I heard about her was from an article published in LA Weekly in which she and her bandmate Roy Gnan talked about listening to their own music while tripping on mushrooms, and being thoroughly frightened. Of course, I was immediately intrigued, so I went on the internets and found her video for Cool For Chaos, and… FUCK! You’re gonna hear the song in just a bit, but FUCK! If that song doesn’t stick with you for a while, I don’t know. You might be actually dead. You might literally be a lifeless fuckin’ corpse. Even zombies would give it up for that track. In fact, I’m going to include the links to all her music videos next to the appropriate tracks in the tracklist. I haven’t bothered doing that in a while, and I actually should’ve done that for Otep too, so I guess I suck. I’m sorry! I just thought of it now. Ah well, I’m sure you’ll get over it.
 
What else? What else? Hmmm… Oh! Some of you motherfuckers might know her from John Wick 2! That scene where John goes to kill that lady in the club? The band that’s performing in that scene is Nostalghia! Did they kill it or what?! I was fuckin’ giddy during that scene, especially since I’ve never seen them live. They actually toured with Chino’s Crosses back in mid-2014, but I missed that for… reasons. To be honest, I don’t know how I dropped the ball on that one, because that should’ve been pinging on my radar somethin’ ferocious. That’s like a dream show right there. Anyway, yeah, she also lent her vocals to a Seven Lions track called Serpent of Old that played during the credits of Letterkenny S6E1. I actually knew the track before I saw the episode, and we’ll be hearing that one a little later. If you motherfuckers haven’t seen Letterkenny, fucking watch it. You won’t be sorry. Seven Lions is a melodic dubstep artist that I’ve played plenty of times on this podcast, too. You ought to remember seeing his name.
 
Anyway, a few audio nerd things to cover before we commence ze yojne:
 
1. Nostalghia has an album before Chrysalis, which was claimed to be her debut. An album and an EP, actually. The album is called I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch, and the EP is the Cool For Chaos EP.
 
2. Two tracks from I Am Robot… and two tracks from Cool For Chaos actually ended up on Chrysalis. Those tracks are You + I, I Am Robot…, Homeostasis and Cool For Chaos. Curiously, however, the former 3 tracks are each 20 seconds longer on their original releases than they are on Chrysalis. I guess Roy and Nostalghia felt like the tracks could use some trimming.
 
3. The track on Chrysalis called Homeostasis is actually called Homeostasis, Got My Gun on the original Cool For Chaos EP. To be honest, there’s a curious lack of information about her first two releases available on the internet. I’m not sure if they were/are trying to bury those releases for some reason, but they did/do exist, and I have physical copies.
 
4. If you sign up for her mailing list on her website, you can get an unreleased demo of her cover of Lovesong by The Cure. I suggest signing up simply because supporting this woman is the right thing to fuckin’ do, but she did great work with the cover too, and we’ll be hearing that a little later on as well. Actually, in the ID3tag for the song, it says Starshine in the album field, and there’s a track called Starshine on the B-Sides for the Brokenhearted EP. Perhaps Starshine is an upcoming album title? Perhaps it’s since been scrapped? I don’t fuckin’ know, but it’s got me curious.
 
Also, also, unrelated to Nostalghia but something that I mentioned I’d mention if I figured it out, that track from last week’s edition called Diary by Free The Robots… I did know it. It was one of the last tracks on disc 2 of a mix CD set that Sunny Rae made for me back in 2009. I’m actually quite surprised it came around again like that, and I had a sneaking suspicion that’s where I knew it from, so I put it near the end where I usually put the tracks that put me in mind of her. Put, put, Putty McPutPut.
 
Anyway, with.all.that.fuckin’.said.and.finally.fuckin’.over.with, do you know what fuckin’ time it is? That’s right. It is time, to yojne.
 
 
01 Nostalghia - Cool for Chaos (from Chrysalis & Cool for Chaos EP) {Video: https://youtu.be/we6YN_83Hj8} [00:07:45]
 
02 Nostalghia - Sunshiny Milk (from Chrysalis) {Video: https://youtu.be/stufDMtzelM} [00:12:17]
 
03 Nostalghia - Hallelujah (from Wicked Woman) [00:15:12]
 
04 Nostalghia - Imagō (from Imagō) {Promo video: https://youtu.be/i2Y8hrTu9wM} [00:16:54]
 
05 Nostalghia - God Be You (from God Be You) {Video: https://youtu.be/4TfFLaO1ZeM} [00:21:28]
 
06 Nostalghia - Golden Horse (from I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch) [00:26:08]
 
07 Nostalghia - Who You Talkin’ To, Man? (from John Wick OST) {Lyric video: https://youtu.be/-yF1e5FxDwQ} [00:30:02]
 
08 Nostalghia - I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch {Live video: https://youtu.be/BGRYOz4xkcY} (from Chrysalis) [00:34:38]
 
09 Nostalghia - Take Me To Your Leader (from I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch) [00:38:34] (*WTF?! Totally unintended timecode flip there, haha*)
 
10 Nostalghia - Little White Moment (from Imagō) {Lyric video: https://youtu.be/nPdH_v5e090} [00:42:22]
 
11 Nostalghia - Pink Skinned Reptilian: The Fallen Pillar (Poetry 1) (from NostalghiasCorridor on YouTube) {Video: https://youtu.be/3pqr-y1oiak} [00:47:02]
 
12 Seven Lions - Serpent of Old (feat. Ciscandra Nostalghia) (from Serpent of Old (feat. Ciscandra Nostalghia)) [00:49:19]
 
13 Nostalghia - Plastic Heart (feat. Tyler Bates & Joel J. Richard) (from John Wick: Chapter 2 OST) {Lyric video: https://youtu.be/2LaiBsm4DVI} [00:55:52]
 
14 Nostalghia - MechANICal (from I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch) [00:58:31]
 
15 Nostalghia - Between The Bars (Elliott Smith cover) (from NostalghiasCorridor on YouTube) {Video: https://youtu.be/93-OnWnaXGI} [01:02:22]
 
16 Nostalghia - They Don’t Love You for Your Mind (from Wicked Woman) [01:04:50]
 
17 Nostalghia - Nervosa Rex (from I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch) [01:08:27]
 
18 Nostalghia - Something In The Way (Nirvana cover) (from NostalghiasCorridor on YouTube and The Following S2E10: “Teacher’s Pet”) {Video: https://youtu.be/Gw68IrJK534} [01:12:44]
 
19 Nostalghia - Gorgeous Creature (from Imagō) [01:14:46]
 
20 Nostalghia - Be My Man (Demo) (from B Sides for the Brokenhearted, Vol. 1) [01:19:29]
 
21 Nostalghia - Heroin (from Wicked Woman) {Video: https://youtu.be/j4mn7YZE-oQ} [01:24:17]
 
22 Nostalghia - Opium Honey (Demo) (from B Sides for the Brokenhearted, Vol. 1) [01:27:58]
 
23 Nostalghia - Lovesong (The Cure cover) (from NostalghiasCorridor on YouTube and joining the mailing list on www.nostalghiamusic.com) [01:31:39]
 
24 Nostalghia - I Belong to You (Demo) (from B Sides for the Brokenhearted, Vol. 1) [01:36:03]
 
25 Nostalghia - Kingdom of Disturb (from Imagō) {Video: https://youtu.be/BauIfT4EqTo} [01:42:01]
 
26 Nostalghia - I’d Still Kill You (from Chrysalis) [01:48:25]
 
27 Nostalghia - Sue, I Cide With You (from Cool for Chaos EP) [01:52:02]
 
28 Nostalghia - Love Is A Suicide (from Imagō) [01:55:42]
 
29 Nostalghia - Love Will Make Me Insane (from I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch) [01:59:33]
 
30 Nostalghia - You + I (from Chrysalis) {Video: https://youtu.be/xxdMQj0r6KQ} [02:03:28]
 
31 Nostalghia - Fool (feat. Tyler Bates) (from John Wick: Chapter 2 OST) [02:06:55]
 
32 Nostalghia - Color Me Alive (from Imagō) [02:09:49]
 
33 Nostalghia - Homeostasis (from Chrysalis) [02:14:39]
 
34 Nostalghia - Drug Lord (from Cool for Chaos EP) [02:18:35]
 
35 Nostalghia - Lonely Angel (from Imagō) [02:21:16]
 
36 Nostalghia - Pink Skinned Reptilian: Sharks (Poetry 2) (from NostalghiasCorridor on YouTube) {Video: https://youtu.be/Jzqa9_Y3O8A} [02:26:20]
 
37 Nostalghia - Invisible Monsters (from I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch) [02:32:40]
 
38 Nostalghia - Naked As a Hand (from Chrysalis) [02:37:55]
 
39 Nostalghia - Nicoqueen (from Imagō) [02:41:36]
 
40 Nostalghia - Stockholm Syndrome (from Chrysalis) [02:45:22]
 
41 Nostalghia - Linger (*NOT a Cranberries cover, mind you*) (from Wicked Woman) [02:49:30]
 
42 Nostalghia - Meek (from Chrysalis) [02:53:17]
 
43 Nostalghia - Nicholas (from Imagō) [02:56:55]
 
44 Nostalghia - Chrysalis (from Chrysalis) {Promo video: https://youtu.be/uA0XL6_URpU} [03:01:45]
 
45 Nostalghia - Green Light (from I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch) [03:06:27]
 
46 Nostalghia - Wake Up (Arcade Fire cover) (from NostalghiasCorridor on YouTube) {Video: https://youtu.be/4L-BZja5FPQ} [03:10:39]
 
47 Nostalghia - Slow Fade (Demo) (from B Sides for the Brokenhearted, Vol. 1) [03:13:46]
 
48 Nostalghia - The Poetic Purge Session 1 (from NostalghiasCorridor on YouTube) {Video: https://youtu.be/EFMW2uC3DSA} [03:18:15]
 
49 Nostalghia - Bi-Polar Nation (from I Am Robot, Hear Me Glitch) [03:20:28]
 
50 Nostalghia & DannyDidit - Their Smiling Faces Want To Take You Home (from NostalghiasCorridor on YouTube) {Video: https://youtu.be/J_LrznSS4GU} [03:29:44]
 
51 Nostalghia - Starshine (Demo) (from B Sides for the Brokenhearted, Vol. 1) [03:34:38]
 
52 Nostalghia - Liminal (from Imagō) [03:39:52]
 
53 Nostalghia - The End (from Chrysalis) [03:43:12]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2020-01-06 (New Music for a New Decade Edition)

Happy fuckin’ New Year, perverts, pervettes and everything between and beyond, including unicorn folk! Emo-fuckin’-clew to the New Music for a New Decade Edition! Doesn’t get much more obvious than that, does it? Each one of these tracks is new in some way: both the artist and track are new to both me and this podcast, just the track is new to both, or the track is only new to this podcast. There’s only one of those, and that’s the track by Marc Rebillet (not sure how to pronounce that ‘cause I’ve never heard it pronounced and haven’t looked it up yet). It’s a track called Look at That Ass, he has a video for it, and the dude is just such a fuckin’ character. I think those of you with a sense of humor will yojne it. I truly can’t believe I haven’t put him on this podcast yet, but here he finally is.
 
Also, I would swear I’ve heard the Free The Robots song somewhere before, but I’m almost certain that one is new to this podcast too. If I figure it out, I’ll mention it in the intro to next week’s edition if I remember to do so. Anyway, since the title of this week’s edition is self-explanatory, and also because it’s currently 7:45 A-fucking-M and I’m exhausted, I won’t yammer the fuck on as I usually do. Quick thanks to everyone who watched my video blog I made for New Year’s. I really appreciate the feedback I got on it, and especially the time you all spent listening to me go on and fuckin’ on like that. One last thing before we yojne, however…
 
 
01 Morgue - Donald Trump Is A Fucking Cunt (from https://youtu.be/u4yuitHOfNM) [00:01:10]
 
02 Foreign Beggars, Feed Me - 24-7 (from 2 2 Karma) [00:04:33]
 
03 GRAVEDGR - WARDOGZ (feat. City Morgue) (from WARDOGZ) [00:07:00]
 
04 Afu-Ra - Rise Up (feat. Lyricson) (from Rise Up) [00:09:25]
 
05 Virtual Riot - Show Up (feat. Virus Syndicate) (from German Engineering EP) [00:12:54]
 
06 Chali 2na, The Funk Hunters - Get Involved (feat. Defunk) (from Get Involved (feat. Defunk)) [00:17:08]
 
07 Reverse Engineering - Heart Juice (feat. Diyala) (from Schemers) [00:20:56]
 
08 GAWNE - Death to Mumble Rap (feat. Mac Lethal, Futuristic & Crypt) (from Death to Mumble Rap) [00:25:27]
 
09 Black Sun Empire, State of Mind - Kill That Noise (from The Violent Five) [00:30:21]
 
10 Blackguard - By My Hand (feat. Morgan Lander) (from Storm) [00:35:03]
 
11 Drumsound & Bassline Smith - Violator (from Drumsound & Bassline Smith Present: TECH 100, Vol. 2) [00:39:34]
 
12 Mouthe - Let The Boy Live (from NUVO) [00:44:43]
 
13 Aero Chord - Burning (feat. Bianca) (from The Sound) [00:47:51]
 
14 Hadouken! - Oxygen (Gemini Remix) (from Oxygen (EP)) [00:52:08]
 
15 Truth - Grampian (feat. Stylust & Sgt Pokes) (from Mushrooms) [00:56:44]
 
16 NGHTMRE - Aftershock (Boombox Cartel VIP) (from Aftershock (Boombox Cartel VIP)) [01:01:17]
 
17 Alaclair Ensemble - Mets du respect dans ton bac (from Mets du respect dans ton bac) [01:05:22]
 
18 Extra Terra - Neural Link (from Neural Link) [01:08:47]
 
19 Onyx - Love of Money 96 (from Cold Case Files 2) [01:12:02]
 
20 Alex, Tokyo Rose - Beasts (from Akuma II) [01:16:52]
 
21 Craig Connelly - Spires (from Spires) [01:20:07]
 
22 Aero Chord - The Sound (from The Sound) [01:27:46]
 
23 Marc Rebillet - Look at That Ass (from Marc Rebillet) [01:31:17]
 
24 HIGHSOCIETY - Give You More (from Give You More EP) [01:34:14]
 
25 Idealism - cold door handles (from nobody else ep) [01:38:25]
 
26 Lyrics Born - Before and After (from Later That Day…) [01:40:43]
 
27 Strawberry Girls - Shadown Of The Moon (feat. Sarah Glass, Jenna Fournier & Kathleen Delano) (from Italian Ghosts) [01:45:19]
 
28 Minnesota - Colors (feat. Jackie Rain) (Xan Griffin Remix) (from Colors (feat. Jackie Rain) (Xan Griffin Remix)) [01:50:18]
 
29 Zeds Dead, Subtronics - Bumpy Teeth (from Bumpy Teeth) [01:54:14]
 
30 LICK - DIMENSION (from DIMENSION) [01:58:24]
 
31 Snareskin - Swiggity (from Swiggity) [02:01:47]
 
32 Gramatik, Big Gigantic - Better Believe It Now (from Better Believe It Now) [02:05:15]
 
33 Polyphia - Goose (from The Most Hated) [02:10:13]
 
34 Kool Keith - Super Hero (feat. MF DOOM & L'Orange) (from Super Hero) [02:14:20]
 
35 invention_ - Kwerk (from Parables Volume Two) [02:18:47]
 
36 Deathpact - Suspect (from Cipher Two) [02:22:04]
 
37 Kvmo, Alias - Control (from Control) [02:24:12]
 
38 Downlink - Tiger (from Triphekta EP) [02:27:30]
 
39 Kelpe - Margins (from Margins) [02:33:02]
 
40 Calvertron - The Grid (from The Grid EP) [02:36:47]
 
41 Kodak To Graph - Iamanthem (from Isa) [02:40:40]
 
42 Ruby My Dear - 7C0 (from Ginkgo) [02:45:12]
 
43 Stonebank - Ripped To Pieces (feat. EMEL) (VIP) (from Ripped To Pieces (feat. EMEL) (VIP)) [02:50:39]
 
44 Stabbing Westward - Crawl (from Dead and Gone) [02:54:30]
 
45 Free The Robots - Diary (from Free The Robots EP) [02:58:08]
 
46 Break Science - Guiding Light (from Grid of Souls) [03:02:04]
 
47 SPEECHLESS - Keep On Going (from Keep On Going) [03:05:20]
 
48 Sleeping At Last - Love Is All Around (from Love Is All Around) [03:07:46]

Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2019-12-30 (2019 Favorites Edition)

What’s up, fuckers?! Guess what the fuck we’ll be hearing this week, as if you couldn’t and/or didn’t already by the name of the fucking edition?! Ex-fuckin’-actly. Wait, hang on. Welcome!.. I mean, Emoclew! You’re tuned the fuck in to Monday Morning Aural Fuckin’ Sex, which I’m sure you already fuckin’ knew, ‘cause you’re just a fuckin’ genius like that. All that fuckin’ crammed the fuck into one fuckin’ sentence… Mmmm, hehe, was it good for you, too? I figured.
 
Anyway, this is obviously a collection of my favorite tracks from this year. A retro-fuckin’-spective to further appreciate the journey ahead of us all in 2020. I don’t know about you motherfuckers, but I’ve got some big things in the works. One of which will be happening right before (or shortly right after) the new year dawns at midnight. I’m not tellin’! You’re just gonna have to keep your eyeballs fuckin’ peeled to my various social medias.
 
So, there isn’t much I can say about this collection. It definitely took me longer than I’d anticipated to compile. Yeah, ‘cause I actually put thought and emotion into this fuckin’ shit. Imagine that, right? Also, it’s just a little over 5 hours again. I KNOW! Fuck you, okay? I know I’m too much. Fuckin’ have a sandwich in the middle or something. Fuckin’ take a nap, take over Honduras, I don’t give a fuck. I don’t expect you to listen to the whole thing in one sitting. I don’t even expect you to be listening to me yammering on right now. I don’t expect jack shit from y’all. I just do this because I’m clearly fuckin’ insane, and there’s something worthwhile on an existential level about the mere attempt to share beauty with other members of your species, even if it completely fails over and over (which I happen to know that it doesn’t, and I’m indeed very grateful for that).
 
These songs mean a lot to me for various reasons, and I would gladly explain each and every one, track by track, if anyone were ever that curious. Mostly though, I’m going to be the one bumpin’ this shit harder than anyone. At least until I return to the silence, but I have no plans for that. I have plans for my life, ‘cause for the first time in fucking years, I’m actually excited to be alive. It really hit me on my birthday last year, but I needed to sort some more bullshit out in my head. Mental spring cleaning, if you will. I suggest you all do that in the new year if you haven’t already done so.
 
One thing I would really appreciate is if you paid attention to the second track. It’s by an artist named Dabin, remixed by an artist named Trivecta, and it really means a lot to me. Even if you don’t care for the style of music, I bet the lyrics will resonate with you on some level.
 
Anyway, enough of all this fuckin’ chatter. I will see you all on New Year’s and beyond, and in the meantime…
 
 
 
FUCKING YOJNEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
 
 
01 Wax Audio - The People (from Mashopolos III - Mashups For The People) [00:02:04]
 
02 Dabin - Alive (feat. RUNN) (Trivecta Remix) (from Wild Youth (The Remixes)) [00:03:42]
 
03 omarr - Good Morning (from Good Morning) [00:07:41]
 
04 Little Big - Skibidi (from Antipositive, Pt. 2) [00:09:45]
 
05 Sigma - Good Times (feat. Ella Eyre) (from Life (Deluxe)) [00:12:26]
 
06 Noisestorm - This Feeling (from This Feeling) [00:16:06]
 
07 Ehrling - I Feel Good (from I Feel Good) [00:20:13]
 
08 The Prodigy & Pendulum vs. Beastie Boys - Voodoo Sabotage [by The Kleptones] (from Mash-Up Your Bootz Party Vol. 30) [00:23:26]
 
09 Ho99o9 - Splash (from United States of Horror) [00:27:54]
 
10 The Bridge City Sinners - Pussy Cat (from Bridge City Sinners) [00:30:43]
 
11 Caravan Palace - Lone Digger (from ) [00:32:43]
 
12 Otto Von Schirach & Doormouse - In the Name of Breakcore (from Breakcore Beefcakes) [00:36:26]
 
13 Sonseed - Jesus Is My Friend (from https://youtu.be/7-NOZU2iPA8) [00:38:45]
 
14 Slipknot - Unsainted (from We Are Not Your Kind) [00:41:26]
 
15 Poppy - Scary Mask (feat. FEVER 333) (from Scary Mask) [00:45:28]
 
16 Catnapp - Down in the Basement (from Break) [00:48:26]
 
17 Excrementory Grindfuckers - For Whom The Shit Rolls (from Fertigmachen, Szeneputzen (Finish, scene flashes)) [00:52:03]
 
18 Ashnikko, Raf Riley - Fuck Me In Shibuya (from Sass Pancakes) [00:53:41]
 
19 Day Method - Challenge Accepted (from Silence Departed) [00:57:13]
 
20 Napalm Death - You Suffer (from Noise For Musiks Sake CD1) [01:00:55]
 
21 Billie Eilish - my strange addiction (from WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?) [01:00:56]
 
22 DILLY DALLY - Know Yourself (from Know Yourself) [01:03:51]
 
23 Charles Bukowski - The Genius Of The Crowd (from Uncensored (1 of 2)) [01:07:01]
 
24 Claude McLin - Jambo (from Jambo/Jambo (Instrumental)) [01:09:21]
 
25 Drunkformer - Drunky Bot (from https://soundcloud.com/drunkformer) [01:11:45]
 
26 Trivecta - Axis (from Axis) [01:15:23]
 
27 HBz - Namah Shivaya (from Namah Shivaya) [01:20:09]
 
28 Omnia - CYBERPUNK (Extended Mix) (from CYBERPUNK) [01:23:08]
 
29 FLINT - Aim4 (from Device 1) [01:27:45]
 
30 David Cross - And Speaking of Taking a Rape Shower… (from Oh, Come On) [01:30:41]
 
31 Death of a Nation - The United States Of Amnesiacs (from Death of a Nation) [01:37:43]
 
32 Chime - Interdimensional (feat. Ace Aura) (from Interdimensional EP) [01:41:29]
 
33 We Butter The Bread With Butter - Klicks. Likes. Fame. Geil! (from Klicks. Likes. Fame. Geil!) [01:44:52]
 
34 VHS Dreams - Nightdrive (from Trans AM) [01:48:28]
 
35 Snow Tha Product - “Holy Sh!t” (from “Holy Sh!t” - Single) [01:52:28]
 
36 Cast of Little Shop of Horrors - Dentist! (from Little Shop Of Horrors OST) [01:54:01]
 
37 Igorrr - ieuD (from Savage Sinusoid) [01:56:25]
 
38 Eyedea & Abilities - Paradise (from E&A) [02:00:17]
 
39 Nostalghia - Heroin (from Wicked Woman) [02:06:48]
 
40 Insane Clown Posse - You Should Know (from The Marvelous Missing Link (Lost)) [02:10:34]
 
41 Lox Chatterbox - Dead To Me (from Dead To Me) [02:14:56]
 
42 Netsky vs. Marilyn Manson vs. Narcotic Thrust vs. Pink - Narcotic Pink Shit Heart [CjR Mix] (from Mash-Up Your Bootz Party Vol. 43) [02:18:33]
 
43 Labrinth - Still Don’t Know My Name (from Euphoria (Original Score from the HBO Series) [02:23:54]
 
44 Gunship - When You Grow Up, Your Heart Dies (from Dark All Day) [02:26:25]
 
45 Josh A & Iamjakehill - Suicidal Thoughts (from Better Off Dead) [02:32:06]
 
46 VCTMS - Sick // Tired (feat. Devin MacGillivray) (from Vol. II Inside the Mind) [02:34:58]
 
47 Twiztid - sick mind (from Generation Nightmare) [02:37:20]
 
48 Heilung - Othan (from Futha) [02:41:25]
 
49 Karkaos - Kolossòs (feat. Morgan Lander) (from Children of the Void) [02:51:38]
 
50 Raleigh Ritchie - Time in a Tree (from Time in a Tree) [02:55:51]
 
51 Jack White - Love Interruption (from Blunderbuss) [02:59:32]
 
52 Jinsang - Moonlight (from Gratitude.) [03:02:02]
 
53 j’san - i’m in love with u, sorry (from i’m in love with u, sorry) [03:03:18]
 
54 Washington - The Falling (from There There) [03:04:44]
 
55 Purity Ring - Fineshrine (from Shrines) [03:09:10]
 
56 Ekoh - Westside (from Westside) [03:12:39]
 
57 High Contrast - Days Go By (2019 Mix) (from Days Go By) [03:16:07]
 
58 Excision - Home (feat. Dion Timmer) (from Apex) [03:20:17]
 
59 Home - Nights (I Wish I Could Be There) (from Odyssey) [03:24:07]
 
60 Seven Lions, Wooli, Trivecta - Island (feat. Nevve) (Sullivan King Remix) (from Island (feat. Nevve) (Remixes)) [03:27:06]
 
61 The Black Queen - The End Where We Start (from Fever Daydream) [03:31:31]
 
62 Otep - Untitled (from Generation Doom (Deluxe Edition)) [03:35:24]
 
63 Thom Yorke - Unmade (from Suspiria (Music for the Luca Guadagnino Film)) [03:39:11]
 
64 Chromatics - Into The Black (from Kill For Love) [03:43:32]
 
65 David García Díaz, Andy LaPlegua - Shadow (from Hellblade: Senua’s Sacrifice OST) [03:48:44]
 
66 Sub Focus - Turn Back Time (Metrik Remix) (from Turn Back Time) [03:50:55]
 
67 Delta Heavy - Ghost (from BEM Playlist: 004 // JULY 2015) [03:54:58]
 
68 Mike Shinoda - Over Again (from Post Traumatic (Deluxe Version)) [03:59:01]
 
69 Azedia - Something (from Something) [04:02:46]
 
70 Ferry Corsten - Piece Of You (feat. HALIENE) (from Blueprint) [04:09:10]
 
71 LSB - Missing You (feat. Tyler Daley & DRS) (from Missing You) [04:13:35]
 
72 Shogun - Find Me (feat. Tania Zygar) (from Find Me) [04:20:39]
 
73 Jai Wolf - Starlight (feat. Mr. Gabriel) (from Starlight) [04:28:02]
 
74 Spring Awakening Cast - Those You’ve Known (from Spring Awakening (2006 Broadway Cast Recording)) [04:31:40]
 
75 Shirobon - Born Survivor (from Back Tracking) [04:36:05]
 
76 Virtual Riot - Alive (feat. Lisa Rowe) (from There Goes Your Money) [04:41:03]
 
77 Stonebank - Be Alright (feat. EMEL) (from Be Alright (feat. EMEL)) [04:45:00]
 
78 Otep - Be Brave (from KULT 45) [04:49:53]
 
79 Tristam - Till It’s Over (from Till It’s Over) [04:52:36]
 
80 Harris Cole - Game over! (from Game over!) [04:56:58]