Monday Morning Aural Sex: 2013-03-18 (Sunny Rae Memorial Edition Vol. 2)

Hey perverts.  I'd say good morning, but honestly, I'd be lying.  I'm aware there are plenty of good things to be celebrated, but right now, I'm in no mood.  Today marks 2 years since a girl many of you know and love dearly, Sunny Rae, ended her life.  There really isn't much anyone can do to console those of us who knew her well and especially those of us who were fortunate enough to be in love with her.  I imagine her family is probably still greatly hurting over the loss, too.  I only really talk to one of her sisters, but she and I both agree that it really doesn't get any less painful, just easier to distract ourselves as life goes on.  Amity and Haley, if you're listening, my heart goes out to you and yours today.

So, a few weeks ago, I wrote a post on Sunny's Facebook mentioning that I'd compiled about 5 hours worth of songs for this podcast and that I'd try to cut it down.  Honestly, I've spent hours subtracting and adding songs here and there, but it still came out to about 5 hours.  I don't expect anyone to listen to the whole thing.  I probably won't even be able to listen to it all in one sitting.  I've separated it into "parts," in an effort to explain the order and the content of the tracks.  Hopefully, it'll do just that, and maybe also make it seem less excruciatingly long.

I also don't expect anyone to be able to relate to all the songs in the context of their relationship to Sunny.  I did try to choose more generally appropriate songs, rather than simply ones from a guy who loved her and wrote her weird poetry and shit.  I didn't want this to be all self-indulgent because frankly, I don't want to keep telling our story.  I don't want to get to a point where it feels boring even to me, because my memories with her are some of the most beautiful I've ever experienced (and likely will ever experience) and I'll always cherish them.

To that end, I've made an effort to exclude more of the particularly significant music that she and I shared with each other.  There are still quite a few especially meaningful tracks like that, but because I know there are many people out there who'd say without a doubt that Sunny was the love of their lives, (I'm no exception) I wanted to make something meaningful for both myself and others.  Truly, my greatest hope is that anyone listening will be able to hear these songs and have them resonate with them in relation to their experiences with Sunny.  Anyway, I've yammered on enough.

I hope anyone who listens enjoys it, at least, for what it is, and I hope all of you who are hurting like me today find some comfort somewhere.  I'll see you next week.

Part I: The Anomalistic Beauty Seen

01 Paul S. - You Own The Air (06-22-08) (from An Extraordinary Love v2)

02 Soundgarden - Black Hole Sun (from Superunknown)

03 Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under The Bridge (from Blood Sugar Sex Magik)

04 Dashboard Confessional - For You To Notice (from So Impossible EP)

05 Henry Rollins - Stalingrad (from Nights Behind The Tree Line)

Part II: The Reflection

06 Akira Yamaoka - Lost Carol (feat. Mary Elizabeth McGlynn) (from Silent Hill 3 OST)

07 Oceanlab - Satellite (Floris de Haan Mix) (from Satellite)

08 Kosheen - Hungry (Bent Remix) (from Ambient Lounge 8 )

09 Röyksopp - What Else Is There? (from The Understanding)

Part III: The Bloom

10 Type O Negative - Love You To Death (from October Rust)

11 Massive Attack - Teardrop (Like An Onyx Star Edit) (original from Mezzanine)

12 Thomas Newman - Mental Boy (from American Beauty Original Score)

13 Ascension - For A Lifetime (The Lustral Sunset Mix) (from Angels Chill Trance Essentials 2 (Disc 1))

14 BT - Good Morning Kaia (from This Binary Universe)

15 Barenaked Ladies - Hidden Sun (from Monitor This! - December 2000/January 2001)

Part IV: The Wilt

16 Raúl Esparza, Jerry Dixon and Amy Spanger - See Her Smile (from tick, tick…BOOM!)

17 Foo Fighters - Walking After You (from The Colour And The Shape)

18 All That Remains - Two Weeks (from Overcome)

19 Metallica - The Day That Never Comes (from Death Magnetic [Remastered])

20 Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb (from The Wall (Disc 2))

21 Jennifer Mesce - Come To Your Senses (Live) (from tick, tick…BOOM! (Stage Presence, Inc. 2006))

22 AFI - This Time Imperfect (from Sing The Sorrow)

Part V: The Aftermath

23 The First Few - Time Enough For Love (from Could It Be)

24 Slipknot - Vermillion Pt. 2 (Bloodstone Mix)

25 Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have (from Pretty Hate Machine)

26 Portishead - Mourning Air (from Portishead)

27 Stabbing Westward - Desperate Now (from Darkest Days)

28 Nine Inch Nails - And All That Could Have Been (from Still)

Part VI: The Risk of Hope and Acceptance

29 Akira Yamaoka - Letter - From The Lost Days (feat. Mary Elizabeth McGlynn) (from Silent Hill 3 OST)

30 Tool - Forty-Six & 2 (from Ænima)

31 VNV Nation - Beloved (from Futureperfect)

32 Bim - Stay In My Memory (from Scatterheart)

33 Angela Aki - Kiss Me Goodbye (from Final Fantasy XII - Kiss Me Goodbye)

Part VII: Set Stalks Her

34 Radiohead - How To Disappear Completely (from Kid A)

35 Metallica - Fade To Black (from Ride The Lightning)

36 Megadeth - À Tout Le Monde (from Youthanasia [Remastered])

37 VNV Nation - Illusion (from Judgment)

Part VIII: Set's Conquest

38 Avenged Sevenfold - I Won't See You Tonight Pt. 1 (from Waking The Fallen)

39 Type O Negative - Bloody Kisses (A Death In The Family) (from Bloody Kisses)

40 The First Few - You Forgot To Say Goodbye (from soundcloud.com/o0111111)

41 Insane Clown Posse - Angels Falling (from The Wraith: Hell's Pit)

Part IX: The Inscrutable Void

42 Enigma - Why! … (from Le Roi Est Mort, Vive Le Roi!)

43 Alesana - Early Mourning (from Try This With Your Eyes Closed)

44 The Offspring - Gone Away (from Ixnay On The Hombre)

45 Kittie - Time Never Heals (from I've Failed You)

46 Venetian Snares - Öngyilkos Vasárnap (from Rossz Csillag Alatt Született)

47 Nine Inch Nails - The Great Below (from The Fragile (Left))

Part X: Never Forgotten

48 The First Few - Never A Day Goes By (from soundcloud.com/o0111111)

49 Cold - Rain Song (from Year Of The Spider)

50 Marilyn Manson - The Last Day On Earth (Live) (from Last Tour On Earth)

51 Akira Yamaoka - Waiting For You (Live at Heaven's Night) (feat. Mary Elizabeth McGlynn) (from Silent Hill 4: The Room OST)

52 Stevie Ray Vaughan & Double Trouble - Life Without You (from Soul To Soul)

Part XI: The Tyranny of Time and Space

53 Akira Yamaoka - Acceptance (feat. Mary Elizabeth McGlynn) (from Silent Hill: Shattered Memories OST)

54 ††† - The Years (from Batman: Arkham City - The Album)

55 Noriko Matsueda/Takahito Eguchi - 1,000 Words (FF X-2 Mix) (from Final Fantasy X-2 International + Last Mission OST)

56 BT - See You On The Other Side (from This Binary Universe)

Part XII: In The End…

57 Bird York - In The Deep (from Crash OST)

58 Jane Siberry - It Can't Rain All The Time (from The Crow OST)

59 The Beatles - Here Comes The Sun (from Abbey Road)

60 Darren Korb - Setting Sail, Coming Home (End Theme) (from Bastion OST)



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